the rain reminds me of you.. how cold you are.. how gloomy you made me feel.. how much tears i shed because of you.. how much damage you caused.. and how stupid i am for still wanting rain..
i promised myself that when it was over, i'd laugh at the memories. but here i am without a smile in sight. i promised myself that i would call you, just to see if you were okay. but here i am and i can't even dial your number. i promised myself that when it was over, i wouldn't shed a tear. but here i am, shirt almost soaked. i promised myself i would let you go gracefully. but here i am, hating myself for letting you leave. i promised myself that when it was over, i wouldn't look back. but here i am unable to walk forward. i promised myself i would say goodbye. but here i am, still saying i love you.
