08 Jan, 2013 12:02 PM
What is this?
I am restless
I don’t know why
But, I feel no interest
Just force a smile upon
What is this?
I see no color
But, I am not blind
Oh, I see, the world is black
No love, no affection
, DepressedVotes: 48
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AM
Is it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
, DepressionVotes: 34
08 Oct, 2010 09:54 PM
I can still remember the moments
when I've been with the most special person in my life
he makes me laugh
when everything seems to be dull
makes me remember
when things seem to be forgotten
he makes me dream
when there seems to be no hope
he makes me love
when almost everyone thinks it will only bring pain....
i can still remember the moments
, Letting Go
, Holding OnVotes: 34
27 Sep, 2011 11:08 AM
Better off without u!!
I'm a girl that is hurt
I been treated like dirt.
I fell in love with a guy but that was bullshit to him
He broke my heart
but to him its just like breaking a little limb.
Its like I cant feel my heart anymore
and all I feel is it beating that's all,
everything else has slipped away
, BreakupVotes: 33
27 Mar, 2013 01:11 PM
"Every day is a constant struggle to survive"
"The pain you cause me, I cannot survive"
"I slice my wrist & hope the pain goes"
"But it doesn't"
"Another bad comment is another 100 scars"
You won't realize this"
"Because I'll hide it"
"Hide it away from the world"
"Let no one see how I suffer"
"The biggest secret I've had to keep"
"Just put on a smile & say everything's alright"
, SadnessVotes: 28
24 Mar, 2010 11:29 AM
You look into my eyes and see I'm in pain.
It's as if you have nothing to lose or nothing to gain.
I am no one special but your still here.
For some reason you're my number one fear.
Trusting you takes a lot out of me,
But trust is the most important key.
I feel like I need you to live,
But I have nothing to offer and less to give.
I'm not worth it, I'm no one at all,
You might as well watch me as I fall.
My world will be smashed,
My dreams are already crashed,
, PainVotes: 27
01 Oct, 2014 10:50 PM
There was a girl who never knew life,
who solved her problems using a knife.
wasted feelings, wasted tears;
the life she had, was all she feared.
Not a second not a minute, not a day goes by,
where that girl doesn't break down and cry.
Eyes so innocent tears soft,
she wiped them away figured she had enough.
Til' one day she met a boy,
who gave her happiness and joy.
, PainVotes: 24
19 Jan, 2012 06:05 PM
Your body is gone, it went away
So still and calm, on that day
You looked so beautiful, with that warm, soft smile
Too bad you couldn't stay with me awhile
I remember the good, I remember the bad
But all the way through, it's you I always had
Through thick and thin, wear and tear
But now you'll be with me only in my prayer
It came too soon, it came too fast
How much time is in the future and gone in the past
, PainVotes: 23
10 May, 2016 04:33 PM
I'm sorry for the things I've done.
I'm sorry I can't be your number one.
I'm sorry I always put you to the test.
I'm sorry I can't be the best.
I'm sorry I keep myself in a shell.
I'm sorry I put you through hell.
I'm sorry that sorry isn't enough.
I'm sorry for all the dumb stuff.
, PainVotes: 20
10 Apr, 2011 08:50 PM
What is it that keeps me from them
What is it that makes me fear
what is it that makes me cry
, PainVotes: 19