03 Jun, 2018 06:43 AM
It's a curse and a blessing
My mind which keeps addressing
The flaws I see within myself
I ponder them, I study them
Crucially I examine
And a fix is still not revealed.
Do I subject myself to interrogation
By some apathetic, crocodile tears performing person?
Do I then gratefully accept the rainbow hues of my medication?
That may mayhap change me for the better
But which will change the person standing, staring in the mirror.
Should I instead risk the chance of slicing and dicing
Tags: ConfusionVotes: 1
01 Jul, 2015 09:39 AM
Someone you know isn't the person
you know I wish you could see yourself
you say your the same but your a stranger
to me. How can you be so disrespectful
you are a mess, you dont say hi
I don't even bother talking to you
the time I needed you most you blew me off
Your my brother now I could care less about
how you are doing and how you been you let
your woman mess with your head so you fall
too deep and you aren't a good father to
, BrokenVotes: -2
08 Nov, 2014 07:38 AM
I know that it's bound to happen
That when the news is eventually brought to their attention
They'll take a second glance at who they WERE, who they COULD have been
It'll be an awakening moment of what they SHOULD have done
But they never would
Not without what had already happened
It's just the fact of life that we all have to live with
Or is it?
Why isn't empathy more empathized?
, Best Friend
, ConfusionVotes: 10
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AM
She smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
, Letting Go
, DarknessVotes: 4
11 Sep, 2013 08:56 AM
I need to see you again
I’m so sad and a mess
nothing more nor less
Hope it’s not the end
Cause I miss you
and everyone else
I keep hearing bells
everything is blue
Just come back to me
i’ll try to be fun again
Tags: Missing You
, ConfusionVotes: 0
22 Mar, 2013 02:49 AM
Without warning you stabbed me,
with a dagger called betrayal.
You displayed no signs of emotion
then vanished into the rain and hail.
I was abandoned on an island of sorrow,
lost in a confusion of memories,
that swirled like dust in an hurricane,
which kept replaying your perfidy.
I died several times of heartbreak,
became withered like a cast off leaf.
, AngerVotes: 4
22 Dec, 2011 07:01 AM
Why do i care so much?
Why do i feel this way?
i shiver at your touch,
and hang on every word you say.
My heart skips a beat
when your lips met mine.
It is such a treat,
and everything seems fine.
But it doesn't last long
Because you listen to what they say.
, LongingVotes: 0
04 Nov, 2011 07:21 PM
The tears roll down my face,
It seems like you're a stranger,
But even if that's the case,
I struggle to control this anger.
I told you what you meant to me,
If only I'd known the price I'd have to pay,
If only I'd made you understand, if only I'd made you see,
Then maybe you wouldn't have turned and walked away.
Now nothing will ever be the same,
It's all so bitter now,
, HeartbrokenVotes: 42
02 Oct, 2011 01:46 PM
you said you loved me
you said you cared
you played a game with my heart
so i let you go
it effected me more than you
now my heart is blue
stuck in heart break hell
I'm stuck wondering if you miss me,
or if our love was just a game to you
my heart aches when i see you
Tags: Lost Love
, MissingVotes: 25
02 Jun, 2010 10:20 AM
Cupid, you heartless brute
How ironic you see
That the keeper of hearts
Chose not to keep the heart of me
Instead you let it wander
Far off the course of truth
On the rugged road of deception
During the blossom of my youth
These were the times of confusion
When my heart was yet conflicted
With the thought that I was in love
Of course that lie was soon depicted
, ConflictedVotes: 5