01 Nov, 2017 01:26 AM
I don’t know what to do
I don’t know what to say
Just wish that I could figure out
What makes me feel this way
I try to move, try to run
Try to change, get nothing done
Stay in bed, but I don’t sleep
Only move when I need to eat
Feels like I’m stuck in the deepest hole
But I’m the one who dug it
Crying for someone to pull me out
But eventually just say fuck it
Why am I cursed with this state of mind?
Where can I find the strength to climb?
For now I’ll make this hole my home
Or maybe around the globe I’ll roam
But I’ll carry this pain wherever I go
Unless I find the strength to grow
Where will these demons take me next?
Well I guess I’ll never know