Showing sad stories for tag "suffering"

I could never tell him.....

Moonlight

07 Apr, 2012 10:40 PM

I could never tell how much I loved him.......... It has been almost 3 years now ..... I still have not been able to tell him how much I have loved and still love him. Now it is coming to an end, he will move in two months .... 2009 during the autumn the year I started studying at university, that's when everything started. I saw him in the school cafe he passed by me with his tea in his hand. I stopped and watched him constantly, in seconds and I felt that he will be the guy I will love for the rest of my life, I felt that my heart was going to stop, it was like love at first sight ..... The days weeks and months passed, one day when me and my friends were over a coffee in a cafe, I saw him come in and... [Read More]

Tags: Unspoken Love, Sad, Silent Pain, Suffering, Hurt, Sadness
Votes: 8
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Pain is Inevitable, Suffering is Optional

Arefeen Mansur

03 Feb, 2011 07:40 PM

Most people have occasional ups and downs in their life. I have that too. What I have is a lot more severe than just the occasional ups and downs. When some unfortunate events occur to me, I feel worthless. Changes occur to me rapidly. I loose appetite, sleep and interest on everything. Eventually, I think of cutting myself or loose hope of being alive. When I am happy, I feel like the happiest person on the earth. I feel like telling the world I am happy. Pretty sure, I have some abnormalities in me. But, am I the only one? I feel that there are other people like me who lives around me with abnormalities more or less. Cutting is an emotional disorder. I am writing today because I have suffered through it. Cutting is the intentional act of harming on oneself with or without suicidal intend. Even if it... [Read More]

Tags: Pain, Cut, Suffering, Help
Votes: 8
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no matter what

lunagoth

27 Apr, 2012 08:26 PM

The hardest thing on being a lesbian for me is not that I wouldn't be accepted among my peers or my society. But when I'm in love with my own best friend. My religious yet spoiled friend. Whom I used to hate because she annoyed me very much, so in order to keep her away, I terrorize her into fearing me. But then she reached out to me, became my best friend, and now I love her. She knew I was gay, but she wasn't afraid of me because she believed, I wouldn't take advantage of my own friend, and so, I wouldn't love my own friend. But then I realized I was lying, I loved her very much. I realized how much I loved when we were at the last year of high school. I tried my best to keep her by my side, to spend the last time... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Teen, Self Harm, Lesbian, Unspoken Love, Sad, Suffering
Votes: 7
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Hidden Pain

Amanda

12 Dec, 2011 09:54 PM

Once upon a time there was young lady. This lady had experienced more pain than most her age. At 21, many viewed her as having a mindset of a sixty year old. Many complimented her on being so mature, so independent, yet, no one dared asked why she was the way she way. This is her story. At five years old Megan* saw her first snow. She remembers it clearly because not only was it her first snow, it was her first truck ride. You see, Megan and her family took at trip with their step day to Washington, to drop off his freight. (he was a semi truck driver) Megan was only five, but she couldn't get over the beauty of the snow flakes flowing around her. Megan was five, and she couldn't help see the magic in the trees. Megan was five, and she couldn't understand why her... [Read More]

Tags: Abuse, Step Dad, Family, Suffering
Votes: 7
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Agony

Jessi Lassiter

01 Jan, 2013 08:06 AM

Here is a true story about a heartbreak that I'm still getting over. A little over a year ago, about September of 2011, I met a boy named Tony. He was extremely handsome, funny, and popular. I liked him, but he could be arrogant sometimes. A couple months later we became friends (not super close, though) and starting talking/texting. In the hallways, he would say ''hi'' to me, we'd sit at the same lunch table, and we joked with each other occasionally. In about May of 2012, Tony asked me to video chat with him. With me liking him, I obviously agreed. We flirted a lot, and learned more about each other; He even called me beautiful! Once we were done video chatting, I felt amazing. I couldn't believe he had called me beautiful. But once we went back to school, things weren't so amazing. He was avoiding me at... [Read More]

Tags: Heartbroken, Heartbreak, Pain, Agony, Suffering, Unloved, Alone
Votes: 6
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The story of the emo girl

Emily

03 Sep, 2010 12:05 PM

I sit in the dark everynight pull up my sleave and look down at my cold pale arm. i have tons of cuts some new some old. I go to get the razor blade i cut over and over untill my arm goes num. I cry from the pain but i love the way it feels. i love the feel of the warm red blood driping down my arm and the feel of the stinging cold air going into my skin to heal it, but i dont want it to heal. when and if it stops bleeding i cut again almost down to the bone, I want it to keep bleeding and i want the pain to last forever. If it only would. The next day i do the same thing i get home from school sit in the dark and cut. But this time i cut my vein and... [Read More]

Tags: Emo, Cut, Pain, Suffering
Votes: 6
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We both were selfish ...

Sarah

21 Oct, 2012 05:53 AM

I used to think about you for 2 years since I saw you for the first time. You were always there, staring at me & have special behavior; and it made my friends derided you & think about that what is wrong with you. Were you really in love with me????? My friends thought so. Every where in our school was a debate about you & I ; because you were very special. But I just thought, How can you love me when I'm a religious person & you don’t seem so ; and also I had no wonderful beauty &attract ? ….. We never talked or contacted since the first for 3 month. The day after “new year’s holidays” at school, suddenly 2 of my friends came to me and called me with excited voice. I asked them what is wrong and they conducted me by themselves. When we... [Read More]

Tags: Betrayal, Sadness, Depression, Selfish, Suffering, Suicide
Votes: 5
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Breathe

Jatemme

26 Jan, 2012 05:51 PM

Love is such a big word, yet used in such various ways. Its a word someone can abuse or can be used to give life. Its waking you every morning and knowing that the beautiful sun will kiss you in the face and the birds will orchestrate the most beautiful song that I deserve. When love hits you, you don't see it coming yet you don't feel it coming. It comes to move you and shake the very essence of existence you hold dear. Can you breathe under water, probably not. Can you fly without wings? You cant.... Now, can you feel pain in love? That's the question i ask myself everyday. My roommate Pauline was my high school best friend. We went to college together and shared an apartment together. She was my sister that i have always wanted. For 2 years, my life became an song on repeat.... [Read More]

Tags: Breakup, Heartbroken, Pain, Suffering
Votes: 5
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The secret.

Liv

17 Jan, 2013 10:33 PM

I can’t handle it anymore! I whispered desperately out into the darkness of my room, and threw away my phone. I had been through so much during the last days, this was the last straw! I felt like I had been raped… I had tried to commit suicide earlier in the week, but I had called a friend that talked me from it, but now, that wasn’t enough anymore… Nothing could save me now… Nothing. I went over to the cabinet where I kept my clothes and pulled out a hidden drawer, despite being half blinded by tears I could still see what I was looking for, it was gleaming in the weak light in my room. I picked it up and tried to see my reflection in it… My pride, my blood stained pride. A big Sami knife was resting in my hands, its blade covered in dried blood.... [Read More]

Tags: Sad Love, Lost, Lost Love, Broken, Suicide, Suffering, Pain, Secret, Cutting
Votes: 2
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Lost In Thoughts

Dre

01 Nov, 2017 08:56 PM

So, My story starts here, just started yr 11, started talking to this gir, after a few years finally had the courage to talk to her, anyways as the days went on we went from friends to best friends we just call and text nothing to big. As the days went on I started falling in love with her more and more, it as unrealistic, but the thing that keeps destroying me is... she likes the person who used to be my BEST MATE, we stopped talking in year 8 no reason why, just did, anyways she cares about him so much and I see why, the way she looks at him, the way she talks about him, but he broke her heart which gets to me a lot. I really want to say something but I'm too scared to, it'll be weird for us then. It kills my heart... [Read More]

Tags: Depression, Sad, Feelings, Suicidal, Suffering, True Story
Votes: 0
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