Showing sad stories for tag "Sadness"
I'm sorry
Alessia
23 May, 2015 11:55 AMMelania- It's like im stuck in this deep dark hole of sadness... Questions surround me like, will i ever be happy again? How do i be happy? Statements like, i want to be happy again just flood my brain. 16 years of age, 3 year batteler of depression. For the past three years i have always debated on killing myself. Attemps were made, but my strength got the better of me. But now, its like nothing before. I am worse than i was, i am more sad than i was and really i am more scared than i was. Looking at blades are something so usual now. Cutting into my skin is something so daily. It's like it's a daily routine. I feel as though its time. Time to leave. Cutting is like it was so three years ago, crying too. It's time to end all pain. Im sick and... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, Suicide, Pain, Funeral, CuttingVotes: 24
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just another sad story
mike
23 Jul, 2014 07:03 AMi don't have much of a reason for writing tonight, but it's 4am and i'm wide awake, dwelling on a recent situation. I'm a gay high school student, and i've been handling it really well, everybody takes me for who i am, and i love feeling accepted. however, in two of my classes this year, there was an older guy. He's kind of a role model to me, he's gorgeous, funny, highly intelligent, accepting, generous, and just an all around nice person. Since the beginning of the year, i had developed a crush on him, which eventually grew huge, and I realized half way through the year that i was head over heels for him. I've never loved anyone before, so it went to my head. of course, my close friends knew how i felt, but we all knew that, even though he may seem like he's into guys, he's... [Read More]
Tags: Gay, Love, Depression, SadnessVotes: -2
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It's Here It's Gone...
Arianna
23 Oct, 2016 10:33 PM[December 10th, three weeks til the winter formal.] His name was Derek. The bad boy in school. He was always getting into trouble at it kinda made me mad. I mean i was the one who kept the school neat and tidy he was messing everything up. I hated him. [December 15th, one week til the winter formal.] I really wanted this guy to ask me to the winter formal. Hes been my friend for awhile. His names Derek. He makes me so happy. I really like him but, I couldn't tell him i did. It would ruin our friendship. So, i was gong to wait it out. I was walking to my locker when Dylan came up next to me. He was so close i felt like he was going to kiss me. "You must be the girl who takes down my graffiti." "Yes and." "Just wanted to see... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Loss, SadnessVotes: 16
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Why do I love so much?
Nohappiness
19 Mar, 2015 05:02 AMIt hurts. Every time I look at her it hurts. I fell in love with her from the very beginning. We first met at a job when I got hired. I saw her and my heart stopped. She ignored me of course. But slowly I started bring up crazy stories about my past and she got interested and laughed a lot with me. We got close to the point of being great friends. But I knew my feelings for her were strong. I've been on dates but I've never fallen in love before. When I was with her it was like I wasn't falling for her it was as if I was flying while being with her or talking to her. One day she started moving in on me and I told her that if she did that then I would fall hard for her. But one fateful night we... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, Heartbroken, Loss, AloneVotes: 10
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MEGAN'S STORY
sarah j clawson
18 May, 2017 05:53 AMMEGAN'S STORY Megan Meier His name was Josh Evans. He was 16 years old. And he was hot. "Mom! Mom! Mom! Look at him!" Tina Meier recalls her daughter saying. Josh had contacted Megan Meier through her MySpace page and wanted to be added as a friend. Yes, he's cute, Tina Meier told her daughter. "Do you know who he is?" "No, but look at him! He's hot! Please, please, can I add him?" Mom said yes. And for six weeks Megan and Josh - under Tina's watchful eye - became acquainted in the virtual world of MySpace. Josh said he was born in Florida and recently had moved to O'Fallon. He was homeschooled. He played the guitar and drums. He was from a broken home: "when i was 7 my dad left me and my mom and my older brother and my newborn brother 3 boys god i know... [Read More]
Tags: Sadness, Bullied, Hatred, Suicide, DivorceVotes: 6
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Behind green eyes
Anonymous
25 Jun, 2011 10:46 AMWhen I was younger, My father left my mother. I can only remember my mother being depressed, talking to herself at night and silently sobbing to herself. My mother soon later had committed suicide, when I was about 5 years old. She had an overdose. At least, that is what I have heard. I ended up living with my grandmother and we both formed a very close bond. She always woke me up at 5:30 in the morning so we could walk around the park and pray to God. Whenever I got bad grades, she got very angry but was always understanding. I remember feeling annoyed by her constant lectures but that all faded away on the week before my 15th birthday. We never had much money but she still brought me an iPod, filled with a lot of The BEATLES songs. She knew that was my favorite band. I... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Regret, Sadness, DeathVotes: 1
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I screwed up
Ethan
02 Nov, 2017 05:31 AMI have done a lot of thing's in my life that I am not proud of, but this, this is the worst. It's the start of my freshman year in college I figure out that there is an app to find people that live around you that are gay...I use this app, meet some people, talk to some people. Then I continuously message this one guy for a long time, hoping that he responds, one night after a concert he finally responds we talk for a bit, and plan on meeting so we meet on October 26th, 2016. It was the best night of my life, in a Walmart parking lot I met this man full of smiles, nervousness, and happiness he gets into my vehicle and we talk forever, and ever. The next day he asks me to do something with him so we go and hangout for the... [Read More]
Tags: Breakup, Suicide, SadnessVotes: 9
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The park
Andrew
10 Sep, 2012 07:11 AMIt was around 4:28 and the sun threw down its golden rays of heat torturing everyone in my group picking up trash. It was my final day at this park and I was beyond happy to finally get out of here and live my life. For the past time I have been doing yard work I have noticed many interesting things in this park. Such as the young couples that copulate on the park's benches. There was a group of kids who would always hang around the play structure and would play pirates every day for around two hours while their mothers gossiped about the latest couple on the Telly. And then there was the man. The painting man as I like to call him. This man would go outside at the heat of the day and watch the children frolic and play around. He would sit there and bring... [Read More]
Tags: Love, SadnessVotes: 2
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lost and gone
D. Stelinni
12 Aug, 2011 07:05 AMI never had any family. I was bounced around orphanages and foster homes from birth till I was 18. I was lucky.. I didn't get seduced by the dark side. I finished college started a company. I beat the odds. All I ever wanted was a family. A wife and children but I was always ashamed of my past and if a gal got to close I would just vanish. Stupid I know. Then one day out of the blue I literally got smacked by this gal in a grocery store by her buggy causing me to drop a dozen eggs. It was very funny and as the "eggs" cleared she was just the most beautiful lady. Long blond hair, green eyes. What a site! She was so embarrassed but it was just a funny moment. She offered to pay for the eggs which of course was not an issue.... [Read More]
Tags: Missing, Sadness, LoveVotes: 4
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you never knew i loved you
jailine
09 Oct, 2010 09:05 AMHi,yupp i'm 12 and have a sad love story i think love has no age......I'm very bad at writing but here goes...my 100% real sad love story oh btw i'm not the coolest girl and he's one of the most popular guy in my grade and one of the coolest in my school & is a player It all started in 5th grade when i walked into class late my first day of school too!i was nervous and really quiet because everyone was watching me.....so lets skip this......OK so like in December i figured out i liked you...January my friends birthday party i was with my friend hanging out then he pulled me over like only me and him in a corner...you might imagine all these emotions going through me i'm like ahh is he going to ask me out....but i was sadly mistaken he says"does elizabeth like me?" my... [Read More]
Tags: Love, Heartbroken, SadnessVotes: 3
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