Knowing its going to happen

Person in love

05 Sep, 2010 01:25 AM

I'm 15 and live in Michigan, every relationship i had was bullshit, they all cheated every single girl i had, they talked to guys behind my back they made me feel like shit. I thought i was going to give up on love, I'm 15 and went through so much crap so i figured love is something that will never happen. Then it started. My friend was sleeping over my house and one of my best friends had his friend call me and act like a dumb blond so i guess it was a prank call, But i knew who was talking because i remember my friend talking about this girl named Jessica that he met and stuff. So i said Hi Jessica and shes like how do you know and she ended up getting annoyed of me so she said hang up you are annoying me. i said alright... [Read More]

Tags: Help, Love
Votes: 1
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My Love

natalia

04 Sep, 2010 07:43 PM

so, we have all herd about "love at first sight". well that's what happened for me. it took one night to know that he was the best thing in my life. he went to my school, & we had met on spring break. we became the best of friends. we would talk EVERY day. i could tell that kid anything, he knew me better then anyone else. then it was may or juneish when we both knew it was meant to be. June 8th 2010 was the day he became my boyfriend. i was so in love, he was the best thing that has ever happened to me. my life was perfect! we did things, like we would "take care" of each other, if you know what i mean. i would do ANYTHING for him, just to make him happy. i loved him so much, i would stay up all... [Read More]

Tags: Unloved, Lost, Pain, Cry
Votes: 9
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love that never exsisted

toni

04 Sep, 2010 06:06 PM

one day i got a myspace friend request from a boy. he was so cute. he sent me a message and we talked for days. we exchanged numbers & texted 24/7 ! i called him on his birthday, we talked every night. we drew each others pictures; but never saw each other. i found out he lived in Virginia. & i live in Connecticut / that hurt me but i knew we could still be friends. he was the most amazing boy i have ever met, i didn't know there were boys like him out there. he would always make me smile, feel good when I'm down & help me with my problems. he had brothers , i talked to them; got close to them & everything. then one day his older brother messaged me telling me khaliyl got shot. i cried for days & day, they told me he... [Read More]

Tags: False Love, Cheated, Myspace
Votes: 4
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The wannabe Teenage Dream:

Amandaa

03 Sep, 2010 09:23 PM

well i loved him he loved me..it turned ugly..now we barely say one word to each other...each time i see him in the halls..i wanna cry..someone you talked too all night then..now you can barely say one word to each other...:'/ well the night i called him was when it changed the way i felt for him. it was an amazing feeling i had for him..i guess you could say i loved him. and when we would break up i couldnt stand seeing him it would tear me up then we would talk, fool around, and we would tell each other anything! we even made promises to each other..but i guess it was all bullshit! i cried on the phone with him telling each other that we still love each other..and etc. he would cheat on his girlfriends with me i would cheat on my boyfriends with him..(i really regret!)... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Lost Love
Votes: 7
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The story of the emo girl

Emily

03 Sep, 2010 12:05 PM

I sit in the dark everynight pull up my sleave and look down at my cold pale arm. i have tons of cuts some new some old. I go to get the razor blade i cut over and over untill my arm goes num. I cry from the pain but i love the way it feels. i love the feel of the warm red blood driping down my arm and the feel of the stinging cold air going into my skin to heal it, but i dont want it to heal. when and if it stops bleeding i cut again almost down to the bone, I want it to keep bleeding and i want the pain to last forever. If it only would. The next day i do the same thing i get home from school sit in the dark and cut. But this time i cut my vein and... [Read More]

Tags: Emo, Cut, Pain, Suffering
Votes: 6
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Every Rose Has It's Thorn (True Story)

Peter Hegenauer

02 Sep, 2010 11:44 PM

It was a new year at a new school. I was shy and lonely. By the end of the first day I had only made two friends. Little did I know of what love meant. Her and I both loved art. That and science were the only two classes we had together. I would flirt with her and she'd giggle. That first year at a new school had been great. By the second year we were the best friends. We would hang out at the same lunch table every day and laugh at each others stupid jokes. Eventually we started dating and I thought we'd be together forever. Until one of my friends showed me a message he got from her. She asked him for advice on breaking up with me. That day I was devastated. The week before Thanksgiving she sent her friend to break up with me. I... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Missing, Unloved, Heartbroken
Votes: 6
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My brother ..

Smargerum

02 Sep, 2010 09:23 PM

Me and my brother are very close. He is 2 years older than me and on the football team. I would always tell him that he was my favorite person in the world and nothing would change that. Even though we always fight, we still love each other. But one day something bad happens to the both of us.. It was the last football game of the year. We were on our way to a party that was at his friends house and he promised me that he would let me do whatever i could and i did.. But i think i did a little to much. I remember that night so clear. We were on our way home when this truck came out of nowhere and it hit right into his truck. The truck started to flip like crazy and it wouldn't stop. When it finely stopped i asked... [Read More]

Tags: Family, Love, Death, Brother
Votes: 13
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Darkness.........

Zero

02 Sep, 2010 08:52 PM

I hope your happy because I'm the one who was casted into this darkness broken, battered and used. I remember when i first meet u. I was friends with your bros and one day we were talking about video games before class freshmen year. It was Friday and we were ready for the weekend. They asked me to come hang out over at your house to play rock band. I said sure why not? just tell me when and where and I'll b there. They told me Saturday around 1pm and gave me directions. So Saturday rolls around and i headed over there. I acted casual cause it was someone elses house you saw me but i didn't see you till later. While playing video games put of the corner of my eye i see you texting your bro. Being carefree i don't pay too much attention and started focusing... [Read More]

Tags: Pain, Darkness, True Story, Love, Unloved
Votes: -2
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My life is over

Mitchie

02 Sep, 2010 07:34 PM

This is my will. Hello, I'm Mitchie. I'm 17years old. My story is very short. So don't worry, its not a lot of reading. My farther abuses me. My step-Mum Abuses me. My step-Bro abuses me (sexually). When i was 15, i met this boy. His name was Joe. I instantly fell in love with him. Joe was all i thought about, and i could do was imagine his face in my head. We ended up being in all of each others classes and became friends. He had a girlfriend. I hated her so much. Then one day he broke up with her and asked me out. On our 1st date, He asked me to be his GF. I agreed. I thought he loved me back. On our 5th date, he told me he loved me. I was so happy. But then on our 2 month anniversary he spilled all... [Read More]

Tags: Death, Unloved
Votes: 1
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Enlightened

yhenzy

02 Sep, 2010 02:05 AM

for the guy I once loved so dearly.... I feel so lonely; much realization came up in my mind. When you have been hurt a lot of times and suffered a lot of heart aches?you will just grow tired. Even though how strong your love for that person, it just changes when you?ll realize that the love and all your sacrifices were not well appreciated and reciprocated. It is a wonderful feeling when you dream of a happy future together. But it was equally a very painful feeling when you?re just a few steps away from that dream, you?ll just realize that it wasn?t all you wanted. It?s not that you are looking or aiming for more?.it?s just that you are enlightened and it?s just now that you had opened your eyes and got a clearer view of reality. Yes, I love him and I dreamed my future with him.... [Read More]

Tags: Enlightenment, Love, Frustration, Realize, Freedom, Lonely
Votes: 1
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