A Smile Is Full Of Secrets.

Haych.

15 Jul, 2011 06:35 PM

Standing in the room watching Daddy get drunk and beat up Mummy again, I'm five, there's nothing I can do to stop him, I scream and shout but it only makes things worse he slowly releases his hands from Mummys throat and turns to me, "shut it you, Daddy and Mummy are just playing a game" they always play this 'game'. Mummy cries when they play the game, mummy looks scared when they play the game, i try and stop the game but daddy says "why, do you want to play as well?" mummy screams no not her she doesn't want to play just stop it. Mummy picks me up and takes me into the bedroom and tucks me into bed, "night night darling go to sleep i love you." she picks up the phone and starts telling someone about the 'game' her and my dad were playing and then... [Read More]

Tags: Abused, Hurt, Depressed,
Votes: 9
13595 6

Unfortunate for Me

Tammy Tran

15 Jul, 2011 03:23 PM

When I was born my mother died. Isn't that typical. A mother dieing after giving birth. The child grows up not knowing their mother and wishing they could experience the love and care of one. Now me I personally don't care. When I was one my father died. Drunk perhaps. Was reckless. When a child doesn't get to experience the love and care from both a mother and a father they start comparing their lives with other fortunate children and wishing they had a mommy and daddy. Do I care no. I have no memories so far. When I was two I was put in an orphanage. I was raised by my grandma for a few months, but she died from old age. I don't have memories from the orphanage so I don't really care what happened in there. When I was three I was adopted by an unfriendly couple.... [Read More]

Tags: Hurt, Unloved
Votes: 9
11568 8

Jordyn

Jordyn's daddy

15 Jul, 2011 11:10 AM

About 9 years ago, I had my son, Jordyn. Proud father at 18. No job, no education, no mother. Nothing. She left a year after he was born. I saved up for 5 years so I could put myself through school and get a worth while job. One my son could be proud of. One my son could say to his friends and they wouldn't look at him like he had a third eye or something. I went to medical school and rode around in ambulances. Responding to car wrecks and such. Seeing some pretty sick stuff. My son couldn't say "My daddy's a doctor" but he could say "My daddy saves lives". He called me superdad and said I was the best hero in the world. He'd make up stories about how I could fly and saved people from falling rocks and other silly things like a child would.... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Tragic, Death, Family, Father
Votes: 60
34182 38

Last Kiss

MadHouse

14 Jul, 2011 09:31 PM

It was a cool night. The wind whistled past my ears and my hands were numb, but nothing could dampen my mood. My dad's truck keys jingled from my pocket as I walked up to Alice's front porch. The porch lights flickered, needing new batteries. When I reached the door, I was greeted by a cheery rug. I knocked on the big, white door and waited, listening to footsteps rushing about. Then Alice opened the door, her hair curled, her makeup applied, her biggest smile planted on her mouth. "Hi, Eddie." I grinned back at her. "Hey." Then her overweight father lumbered over. When he spoke I could smell alcohol. "Have her home by eleven. Got it?" I nodded. "Yes, sir." Then I took Alice's hand and led her away from her house. I opened the truck's door for her and helped her climb in. Then I came around to... [Read More]

Tags: Last Kiss, Love, Death
Votes: 8
15386 4

Self Inflicted Wounds

MadHouse

14 Jul, 2011 09:22 PM

I could feel the prickly bark of the tree on my back as I sat there. I?d been there for what felt like hours, and maybe it had been, but I?d never know. I had a blanket draped over my lap, hiding it. I was up high, on a big hill that overlooked parts of the ocean. All around me was a path for runners and bikers, but no one had come around yet. The way the sun was perched in the sky, I guessed it was at least two in the afternoon. I?d gotten there and did it at around eight that morning. From below me, at the base of the hill, I could hear the laughs and choppy words of children. There was a playground at the bottom. I could imagine kids playing there, swinging on the monkey bars, slithering down slides, running in the lush grass like... [Read More]

Tags: Sad, Death, Love, Memories, Regret
Votes: 5
18899 1

I love you dad </3 (kinda long)

K!M

08 Jul, 2011 03:45 PM

It's about 5 years ago since that terrible thing happened and it won't just get out of my mind. It was summer 2007 and we planed to travel to an island in our country with some family friends.there were me,my mom,dad and my older sister.we all suppose to go on the road till there with our friends...very nice trip it was...on the road,different places and having fun... It was evening when we arrived to our destination.that island was really great,nice weather and nice beach,at night we all went to walk at beach with friends and family...the sea was perfect but the waves were scary. We all had fun and we were all together having fun till midnight. the day after that night began...it was morning and we decided to go to beach with some of our friends. The weather was so hot,some decided to swim...sun was above of our heads...very... [Read More]

Tags: Happiness, Life, Family, Destiny, Death, End
Votes: 11
24069 9

i like him a lot

ayla lavallee

07 Jul, 2011 05:26 AM

I'm sorry if its confusing but I wanted to tell it all. Ok so their was this girl (me) and I liked this guy named Jason and my friends thought he wasn't good looking and wasn't good enough for me but hey I didn't really care about looks, I go for personality but I really didn't know anything about him, I didn't even know his name, nor how old he was but he looked around 18 or 19 but I didn't care cause age is just a number but anyway I liked him for 4 years and a couple months, I always seen him around but I never had the courage to go up and talk to him ... So one day me and my friends were in a little group and we seen him and he was also hanging with his friends in a group and I told my... [Read More]

Tags: Happy, Sad, Painful, Hurt
Votes: 4
18786 12

my guardian angels

josie

07 Jul, 2011 12:28 AM

my story starts when i was in the 2nd grade. my best friend erin and i were on our way to dallas to visit her cousin max and aunt kathy.the drive there was terribly long.once we arrived to her aunt's house we raced inside to find her cousin.we walked to a room with a deep purple door with musical stickers everywhere.we stepped in to find her cousin reading a book,he looked up and a smile spread across his perfect face.his eyes lit up,then slowly wandered to me.i got nervous and quickly hid behind erin.erin sidestepped and introduced me to max and vise versa.i said hi then resumed hiding behind erin.i stayed quiet the entire first day we were there.we went out for dinner then came home and played a few games.after washing up before bed i went to erin and told her that i had a crush on max,her face... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Death, Heartbreak
Votes: 8
17854 5

Falling in-love at the wrong time

Meicie

06 Jul, 2011 11:32 PM

Falling in-love is the best part of life.. But what if you have fallen at the wrong person or I must say at the wrong time because nothing wrong in love.. My name is Meicie,I was engaged before when I?m 24 years old, but with a blink of an eye I changed my mind. One month before the wedding I back out. I know I hurt my ex-boyfriend so much but I have no choice, it?s a lifetime decision and I don?t want to regret in the end. After a month as life smoothly flows, even I still thinking my ex for what I?ve done to him I meet a guy who will change my life. He is JP, 32 years old, in our first encounter im not attracted to him because I know he is committed. He is a subcontractor in our office, and when we transfer on the... [Read More]

Tags: Unloved, Lost
Votes: 8
14914 7

To never really let go

tornheart

02 Jul, 2011 06:30 AM

We have known each other for the majority of our lives. We grew together, we learned together, we celebrated milestones together. I was the girl with the brown eyes, you were the boy with the big brown eyes, the eyes that looked upon me as if I was a goddess sent from above. Even as young children it was plain to see, you were besotted with me and even at that young age, I knew you loved me. For so many years we continued on our paths separately, but there was always those moments. Moments when we were both single we would see each other, each time we met again, it was like we never were apart. For nearly a decade we continued this dance, it was hard to avoid each other or know what the other was doing, our families always talked. I always knew that if I called... [Read More]

Tags: Love, Friendship, Heartbreak, Affair, Cheating,
Votes: 12
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