27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
Apart,
Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37218452
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Last,
Lost,
Loneliness,
Longing,
Letting Go,
Leaving,
Lie,
Death,
Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4182015
08 Apr, 2012 08:51 PMI'm all alone in a crowded room;
lost, scared, nervous, and dying.
I stand alone in a fast pace world;
Trapped, lonely, desperate, hurt, and broken.
A world full of pain,
A world that is cold,
And a world of sin.
I can't break free;
I'm in a prison cell,
Locked up for all eternity,
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Tags:
Death,
Hell,
Fear,
Alone,
Loneliness,
Trapped,
Abused,
Broken,
Scared,
Waiting,
Pain,
Lost,
Depressed,
SadVotes: 366019
28 Jan, 2012 11:24 PMI close my eyes and see you,
You smile, like you always do,
You want to speak but words do not come out,
Now I'm left to wonder what that was all about.
I open my eyes to view a room with empty space,
I want to move but time has locked me in a place,
I began to scream the words of the pain I feel,
Then I stop, saying it makes it seem more real,
The hurtful truth cuts me like a knife,
But there's little I can do with just this one life.
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Tags:
Pain,
Suffering,
Sad,
Depressed,
Alone,
WaitingVotes: 839511
14 Jan, 2012 10:19 PMCome back to me my guardian angel
I need you in my arms.
I need you here with me
So I can get through the day.
Despite the past, I am yours,
Just come back to me angel.
Without you I'm sitting here restless,
Forcing myself to do things just to forget.
Pushed over the edge I fell into darkness,
But I came back for you.
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Tags:
Separated,
Unloved,
Waiting,
SadVotes: 029511
19 Dec, 2011 06:07 PMOne poor heart loved another
He treasured her every word
Cherished her every step
And indulged in her every touch
He loved her smile, her eyes, her heart
He wanted her forever
Their time together was limited
Every moment was timeless
He would ask her hand
In marriage, he thought
They would run away
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Tags:
Love,
Waiting,
Death,
TragedyVotes: 627335
01 Aug, 2017 08:10 AMsleepless nights
fading daylight
endless ways of losing control
knocking every door
wait .. still more
will be forever awake
a final step to make
the only chance to take
escaping from dream to dream
a final score to redeem
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Hope,
Pain,
Waiting,
Love,
LostVotes: 225170
03 Jul, 2011 08:44 AMYour left me alone, a turning point in my life,
Grieves rushed in , happiness left my life,
You never turned back, looked for me,
No company of you , loneliness wherever I see,
I always believed you , no matter in what,
Your last words are still echoing my mind's hut,
I am having no company, except loneliness,
You left! it's hard to believe, sorrows are excess,
How can I make my heart believe, that you deceived me,
How can I make my heart believe, you are gone like rains,
When I was with you, I never considered losses or the gains,
And there sat Parry in your memories and trying to be same,
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Tags:
Heartbroken,
Comeback,
Waiting,
MissingVotes: 2520827
28 Dec, 2016 02:53 PMNights so cold, days so long
All i can do is sing a sad song
Wondering if its u i belong
But where are u, what have gone wrong.
Patiently waiting, days feel like years
Hey babe, im dying with my fears
Are u coming back, i cant dry my tears
My lonely heart need ur smile that cheers.
Tell me if u cant stay
But baby, can we just find a way?
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Tags:
Waiting,
Hurt,
Pain,
LoveVotes: 419893
07 Dec, 2009 09:49 AMIt is
As it was
And as it will be
For always
Locked in this closet of darkness
Hidden behind what the doctor says
Calling my name
But no personcan hear my screams
Can let me out
No one can
Smiling is what I am good for
Like a glass doll
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Tags:
Sad,
Waiting,
PretendingVotes: 318933