13 Dec, 2014 11:07 AMWash away my true colours, hide who I really am
I don't deserve to live, I failed this life's exam
My demons have taken over, I struggle, I'm helpless
I feel so alone, abandoned and worthless
It all started from that word unsaid, unknown
You left me hanging there, breathless and alone
The many nights I cried, the scars I left behind
You're just a selfish lover; left unloved and blind
The countless struggles left scars upon my skin
As I weakly attempted to battle all my deadly sins
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Tags:
Silence,
Left,
Alone,
Afraid,
Sad,
Cry,
Lover,
Depression,
Suicide,
ScarsVotes: 1035105
06 Oct, 2014 01:56 AMOf course I'm fine, why do you ask?
Oh don't mind this, it's just my mask.
It hides the grief, it hides the strife,
I wear this mask, to escape the knife.
Don't forget this, my pain is real,
I'm not lying, this is how I feel.
You sit there saying, it can't be true,
it is for me, just not for you.
You say my heart, must be a sight,
cold as ice, and black as night.
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Tags:
Suicide,
Self Harm,
Sad,
UnlovedVotes: 1018196
01 Jun, 2013 12:50 PMWith every word they say,
Her heart hurts a little more,
She only wants to break away,
Away to stop feeling sore;
She's sitting in her room now,
Her eyes are empty, hollowed out,
The world makes her mock- bow,
She cannot take it, cannot even shout;
She walks along the bustling crowd,
No- one noticing the tears spilling out,
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Tags:
Happy,
Death,
Pain,
Hurt,
Suicide,
Loneliness,
Depression,
SadnessVotes: 1034464
04 Jun, 2017 06:29 PMI get up in the morning and I do normal things,
I brush my hair in my room as my sister sings.
We walk to school together side by side,
But even though we're talking other things are on my mind.
We get to school and I plaster on a smile,
I talk to my friends and laugh for a while.
I walk to tutor with no smile on my face,
Cuz the anxiety inside is just eating away.
I feel like they're all staring cuz I'm ugly and fat,
But I'm being paranoid no one's doing that.
I go into tutor and smile again,
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Tags:
Suicide,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 915501
25 Nov, 2016 04:36 PMsitting down,
with a hand over the mouth,
just thinking,
what to do next,
die or keep fighting?
a rope tied up in the ceiling and the chair under it,
suffering and pain going angst hand in hand,
never to think again clearly,
sleep does well to soothe the soul but not the pain,
cutting not a lot but temporary relief,
stopping the hurt was what i wanted,
alone doesn't matter,
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Tags:
Suicide,
Suicidal,
Sadness,
Sad Poem,
Death,
DeadVotes: 923669
05 Feb, 2016 06:15 AMWhat will happen when you say your last goodbye?
Who would miss you?
Who would cry?
They say she's attention seeking,
A stupid worthless whore,
But the cuts on her wrist say so much more.
Her thoughts are screaming,
"Just do it, they won't care!"
The life you have is so unfair.
Take the pills, pull the trigger,
Kick the chair away,
Because the demons you have,
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Tags:
Depression,
SuicideVotes: 912320
07 Dec, 2015 11:13 PMI'm sorry for what I've done to you
I'm sorry for what I've put you through
I'm sorry for all the wrongs I've done
I'm sorry for making your life no fun
I hope this note doesn't sound vain,
but I'm sorry for all the hurt and pain
I guess this is goodbye
Don't be sad, Do not cry
I don't know what else to say
I'm sorry I have to leave you this way
Goodbye
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Tags:
Sad,
Death,
SuicideVotes: 917535
01 Sep, 2011 10:33 PMhe's walking
no
he's treading quickly
towards the big oak tree
where she said she'd meet him
there's an anxious smile on his lips
a single blood red rose
clutched in his sweaty palms
and a little velvet box
which held a ring of gold and ruby
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Tags:
Heartbreak,
Suicide,
Horror,
Dark,
LoveVotes: 920813
19 Jul, 2017 11:19 PMThe heart is beating but slowing down
The heart is dying losing its crown
Losing it’s meaning as it slowly decays
We were all waiting for this fateful day
The life of the heart slipping like sand
As it says goodbye to it’s lifelong band
The organs it’s worked with for much of it’s life
Are being destroyed by somebodies knife
The heart is now drumming it’s final beats
As the lungs are now wailing the tune of defeat
The sadness and pain is starting to show
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Tags:
Heartbroken,
Heartbreak,
Depression,
SuicideVotes: 819730
19 Jul, 2017 11:13 PMDear Depression,
Why do you still haunt me?
You’re a selfish jerk
I just long to be free
Yet forever you will lurk
You just want attention
Like a little child
I know your intention
And I want you exiled
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Tags:
Depression,
SuicideVotes: 812900