28 Aug, 2012 08:59 PMLike a child. I expect him to
just walk through the door.
But it's only these familiar strangers...
odd disfigured faces.
Just smiling and trying to grab me.
Clowns dancing in he suns flames.
Stomping away the dark gray shadows that lie motionless on the floor.
The gases changes their colors
as the morph along with the smoke.
I'm slowly becoming 1. Chameleons of my insanity.
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Tags:
Love,
Lost,
Missing,
Hurt,
Pain,
SorrowVotes: 041214
03 Aug, 2010 03:36 AMwhat is it now that keeps me here?
i need to stop hiding from my fear.
wondering what will become of me
hardly getting any sleep
fighting off the demons heat
beating down this unbearable pain
and when it starts to rain
i sit in my room full of sorrow
Now what could i borrow
can i have your love??
can i have your peace??
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Tags:
Unbearable ,
Broken ,
Pain ,
Sorrow,
DeathVotes: 037485
14 Mar, 2013 01:14 AMThere were two roads ahead of me long ago,
Labeled "Give" and "Take".
"Give" was drenched in shadows,
Yet someone said "Take" was fake,
So I chose "Give" to follow.
Since being fake would make me break,
I went down the path full of sorrow.
I thought I'd do it for my sake,
But it made my heart grow hollow.
People would take until I ached.
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Tags:
Decision,
Life,
Lies,
Love,
Unloved,
Sorrow,
SadVotes: 433519
09 Sep, 2011 06:15 AMI've always wanted to see you again,
to hear your voice,
to look in your eyes.
I've always wanted to hold your hand,
to hug your wide back,
to smile like idiot together with you,
just like back then.
At first I thought,
oh look at that punk,
but soon as the time passed,
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Tags:
Love,
Hate,
Sorrow,
Sadness,
Pain,
Happiness,
MemoriesVotes: 1133303
10 Dec, 2012 02:37 AMYour eyes are like diamonds,
Even though they're brown,
I frown when I see you cry.
I slowly die inside,
It hurts me down to my core,
But you don't stop,
I can't comfort you.
No matter how hard I try,
You still push me away,
Why?
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Tags:
Pain,
Sorrow,
Worry,
LoveVotes: 132974
06 Oct, 2012 03:04 PMI know you love someone
the way I love you
but if you thought of me
just saw all the truth
I know it is hard
I know its all gone
but I wont give up
until I have won
but now that we're through
I want you to know
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Tags:
Sorrow,
Love,
Hurt,
Sad,
AloneVotes: 532807
04 Sep, 2012 07:22 PMI'm sorry I'm scared,
I'm sorry I bug you,
I'm sorry that I care too much,
But, I'm not sorry that I love you.
Don't hurt me,
I love you with my everything,
In my body but I,
Can't quite give away my heart yet.
I'm sorry that I'm stupid,
That I'm ugly,
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Tags:
Sorrow,
Sadness,
Love,
Unloved,
HurtVotes: 531878
10 Jul, 2013 03:59 AMI found comfort in pain,
But a friend in death.
I gathered my feeling,
and bottled them away.
I dont need them.
I dont want them.
I still live.
But not for anyone who cares.
I live for myself.
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Tags:
Feelings,
Sorrow,
Death,
Pain,
Sadness,
Careless,
Help,
FeelVotes: 330271
15 Feb, 2017 12:17 AMLife is full of unexpected things,
Luckily, you can be friends with your enemies;
Unfortunately, your friends turn to be your enemies.
See, life is full of surprises.
Funny it may seems, and at the same time,
It will hurt you truly.
I've been hurt so many times in my life
That made me trusts less,
And doubt more with the people surrounding me.
If I could only turn back time
To where I was once knew how to trust whole-heartedly.
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Tags:
Trust,
Doubt,
Sorrow,
Anguish,
Betrayal,
Misery,
Solitary Life,
Pain,
TearsVotes: 429349
20 Apr, 2012 02:30 PMI dream of a night when I am alone.
A dream so wonderful I wish it would never end.
The dream is hallow and cold, but I feel no fear.
I feel no sorrow, I see no light nor hear a sound.
When my eyes are open it's as if they were closed.
My dreams are comfortable, even with its dreary appearance.
When I dream, I dream of bliss.
No where to run, No where to hide,
No one to chase, No one to find.
For I am not lost or blind,
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Tags:
Sorrow,
Dream,
Sad,
AloneVotes: 028239