11 Oct, 2012 10:14 AMHonestly...
Yes!
I admit my mistakes...
Mistakes that makes everything change
Mistakes that I can't truly Imagine that happen
Mistakes that made by my own selfishness
And Mistakes that I can't turn back anymore...
The Lies that I've spoken so many times
The feelings that I always try to deny
The wrong things that I've committed
And the selfish ambitions
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Mistakes,
Sadness,
Farewell,
Sad,
RegretVotes: 2028550
21 Feb, 2016 11:48 PMIt's been three years
But whenever i remember,
My eyes still shed tears
And i still feel my fears.
Just a couple of months being with you
Now it takes me forever to forget you
When will i learn to forget?
Will i always have all these regrets?
You look so happy with her
And here i am wishing i was her
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Past,
Love,
Hurt,
Regret,
Hope,
MemoriesVotes: 823984
19 Nov, 2015 08:59 AMHow was it to forget someone you always remember
How was it not to think of someone you always see even when you slumber.
How was it not to love someone you wish to be with forever
How was it to heal and be hurt never.
Why is it that the one who hurts you are the ones you loved the most?
I'm human i have feelings not like post.
Please stop,get out of my head, it kills me
How ironic that you're hurting me but still it's you i wanna be.
Can you be back and be mine again?
The last time i saw you dont know when
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Love,
Hurt,
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Regret,
Remember,
PastVotes: 822381
01 Nov, 2016 11:57 AMDon't look into the past
don't look for things that gone
don't try to change things you've done
don't be a victim of the past.
I know it last
you can't live your life living underground
closing your ears to not hear a sound
don't let the darkness of the night leads to the light.
It's like pushing a blind man into a fight
the past can't protect you from the future
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Past,
Regret,
PainVotes: 712376
27 Jul, 2016 12:30 AMWhy do i feel misunderstood
when everyone says they "understand"?.
Why do i feel like i'm alone
when they say "we're here for you"?
why do i question my life and choices
when it's so clear to me that it's all in the past?.
I can't see my future
yet i know it's not a good one.
"I want help" is a sentence i have never said directly.
Yet it seems everyone know
no it dosen't "seem" like that, they know.
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Sadness,
Questions,
Read,
Regret,
DepressionVotes: 715296
14 Dec, 2012 08:29 AMOh what solitude it is to have a life
that is very demeaning
A face of sadness that is underlain
by a contrary meaning
Unknown, unnoticed,
unobserved and unseen
Oh how long, so long,
how long has it been?
The leafy memories have vanished
and slowly my hands let go
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Worth,
Tears,
Cry,
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Past,
Regret,
UnlovedVotes: 734389
03 Jan, 2018 10:31 PMI promised you
That I won't wake up tomorrow,
You will come and find my body laying in a pool of my own blood....
You touch my hand and find it's cold and dead
You remember that my hand was warm and welcoming, but now......
It's cold and in need
In my hand lies a razor.....
And a note saying
'I'm sorry I can't be there to hold hands with you......
I'm sorry we won't have our kiss....
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Sadness,
Death,
RegretVotes: 612196
16 Jul, 2011 07:09 PMIt started out small,
I didn't want it to escalate,
Sadly it did,
One small thing hurt,
But people just pushed me farther,
More and more things piled on top of the small pain,
But I suppose, every thing needs a beginning
And now I'm here again, where I tried to escape.
Again I'm in pain...I've failed myself.
it hurts, I'm sorry...
I lied, i am crying, and I told you I wouldn't...
I hurt you, I deserve this.
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Sorry,
Apologies,
Regret,
Depressing,
SadVotes: 519748
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Lost,
Loneliness,
Longing,
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Leaving,
Lie,
Death,
Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4181996
20 Oct, 2012 10:28 PMThere are certain people in our lives
Who we don't even realize
Mean so much to us
And as soon as they're gone
We realize we were wrong
To ignore them
We cry every night
Hoping that they might
Come back
But they're gone forever
Their voices will never
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Pain,
Lost,
Regret,
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Death,
Hurt,
Memories,
MissingVotes: 452522