27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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DepressionVotes: 37219034
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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DarknessVotes: 4182480
27 Sep, 2014 12:33 AMSadness is when everyone around you form
circles and clicks
laugh and smile
Talk about good times that you can't seem to remember
Back in the month of December
It's when you notice that no one notices you
There are groups all around but you're apart from all of them
It's just you
You can't even feel yourself
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EmptinessVotes: 1378244
10 May, 2016 04:33 PMI'm sorry for the things I've done.
I'm sorry I can't be your number one.
I'm sorry I always put you to the test.
I'm sorry I can't be the best.
I'm sorry I keep myself in a shell.
I'm sorry I put you through hell.
I'm sorry that sorry isn't enough.
I'm sorry for all the dumb stuff.
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PainVotes: 2267238
28 Nov, 2012 02:26 AMOh how I met you,
I still remember the day,
You slowly danced with me,
If I only knew you were gonna break my heart
That day.
I saw you everyday,
The more and more I seen your face,
I fell deeper and deeper,
deeper and deeper.
If I only knew, you were gonna break my heart that day.
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DespairVotes: 057306
13 Sep, 2009 08:59 AMI
She seemed to bob
on her sister's
matted silver bike
I watched for,
not yet able to reach
the high seat,
working her way
up car-free Penn Street,
and I would make as if
I hadn't seen her
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LoveVotes: 455194
20 Oct, 2012 10:28 PMThere are certain people in our lives
Who we don't even realize
Mean so much to us
And as soon as they're gone
We realize we were wrong
To ignore them
We cry every night
Hoping that they might
Come back
But they're gone forever
Their voices will never
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07 Jul, 2012 06:15 PMMovie on pause, I stop to cry.
Small voice in my head telling me to die.
You're off with that other girl, I'm here all alone.
My voice no longer has that enthusiastic tone.
Torn to pieces, I don't know what to do.
Moving on I know I can't, but it will be easy for you.
My friends so far away, I have no one by my side.
Looking around for possibilities, I have no where to hide.
Reading over, and over at the last note you gave.
Pathetic it sounds but all things of yours,
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DepressionVotes: 952368
06 Oct, 2012 03:20 PMI loved you my sweetheart, my heart my soul
I love you forever wherever you go.
I think of you everyday
wishing for you
wishing for you to stay
wishes come true
then I see the lies
I see you there
my heart, it cries
while I just stare
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HeartbrokenVotes: 1252184
13 Feb, 2012 07:50 AMI still can't get over you,
Your smile;your laugh.
I'm defenseless just by looking at you,
Your face;your eyes.
I shouldn't have told anyone,
What a huge mess it was; I'm filled with regrets,
I guess I was at the wrong place, at the wrong time,
I just want to talk to you again; like old times.
You are completely charmed by him.
You like him but stayed silent.
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SadnessVotes: 151811