27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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DepressionVotes: 37218844
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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DarknessVotes: 4182317
08 Jan, 2013 12:02 PMWhat is this?
I am restless
I don’t know why
But, I feel no interest
Just force a smile upon
What is this?
I see no color
But, I am not blind
Oh, I see, the world is black
No love, no affection
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DepressedVotes: 4866959
28 Oct, 2012 07:19 AMI would have given up my life for you.
I guess it's true what they say about love being blind.
Girl I lost you in deep space in my mind.
And believed on you because
I have loved you more than a lie.
And all you had to do was apologize.
Sadness had me at the end of the line.
Helplessness would just break this heart of mine.
Loneliness only want's you back here with me.
'Commonsense' Knows that your not good enough for me.
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SadnessVotes: 863504
11 Mar, 2014 11:48 PMThe problem persists from the very roots of our existence
It was not created nor founded
Like a shadow, it is there always, foreboding in resistance
My family is some sort of crude disease purged upon the planet
I can feel it
In my traits
How I walk
The very way I act
A constant numbness
Passed from gene to gene, down to the very atom
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UnlovedVotes: 361996
31 Oct, 2012 02:03 PMMy tears feel like acid
as they fall form my eyes,
burning up my face,
damn I'm torn apart inside.
Why'd he have to be the one
to stab and turn the knife?
I let him have my heart,
he said he'd keep it safe,
but instead he turned his head
and left and walked away.
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SadnessVotes: 360785
26 Jan, 2015 10:40 PMIt always hurts;
tears burning these eyes.
Its like the devil feeding me;
all these dirty lies.
He loves watching me writhe;
in unbearable pain.
Rip my heart and hair out;
im past the point of insane.
Screaming and crying;
at the top of my lungs.
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RapeVotes: 858716
22 Oct, 2012 07:40 AMYou said you loved me and that
You promised to always be there for me
And tho I believed to the lying fact
I still cared for you I said I'll always be
But as that faithful day my sun just died
My sky's darken gray filled black with lies
Why did you have to go ?
What did I do for you to hate me so?
Like Gemini you were my twin
The one I cares for ans always did
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HeartbrokenVotes: 258664
10 Dec, 2012 02:46 AMMy heart is broken,
It's been shattered to pieces,
And you don't give damn,
Because you're the one who broke it.
I loved you,
And you loved me too.
Or so I thought,
I fought back the tears,
My fears,
Appear when I'm alone,
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SufferingVotes: 158059
30 Oct, 2012 03:19 AMI have trusted you more than I wanted to,
I thought your would stay
but in the end you were just passing through.
I have lend you my trust,
but in the very end you covered it with dust.
There was so many lies that I believed,
but apparently I was stupid enough to be deceived.
You've hurt me in so many ways,
and I tried to heal myself in so many days.
I wish you had taken care of my trust,
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SadnessVotes: 157643