27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Tired,
Alone,
Anger,
Apart,
Pain,
Broken,
Betrayal,
Cry,
Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37216457
10 May, 2016 04:33 PMI'm sorry for the things I've done.
I'm sorry I can't be your number one.
I'm sorry I always put you to the test.
I'm sorry I can't be the best.
I'm sorry I keep myself in a shell.
I'm sorry I put you through hell.
I'm sorry that sorry isn't enough.
I'm sorry for all the dumb stuff.
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Alone,
Broken,
Crying,
Depression,
Emptiness,
Feelings,
Heartbroken,
Hopelessness,
Loneliness,
Missing,
PainVotes: 2266049
10 Dec, 2012 02:22 AMThis corner is what I call home,
I sit here all alone,
People pass by day after day,
None of them coming my way.
I begin to shed tears,
And then you appear,
You're touch so sincere,
As you draw me near.
You assure me that you are here,
My fears escape along with my tears,
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Sadness,
Alone,
Feelings,
Suffering,
Sad,
UnlovedVotes: 237511
10 Jul, 2013 03:59 AMI found comfort in pain,
But a friend in death.
I gathered my feeling,
and bottled them away.
I dont need them.
I dont want them.
I still live.
But not for anyone who cares.
I live for myself.
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Feelings,
Sorrow,
Death,
Pain,
Sadness,
Careless,
Help,
FeelVotes: 329908
11 Sep, 2013 08:22 AMThey say I should forget you
that this will do me no good
Yet I still debate if it is true
that I really should.
stop searching for another chance
If there’s already a brand new dance.
A good new opportunity for me.
yet I’m too blind to see
After all the memories
the laughs and joys
all locked up with no keys
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Heartbroken,
Love,
Loneliness,
FeelingsVotes: 222265
29 Jan, 2014 01:24 AMWhat am I?
I am no Angel,
I am no Saint,
I am not loved
In my current state.
I am no human,
I'm not a man,
I am a demon
Who enjoys others pain.
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Tags:
Sad,
Death,
Depression,
Pain,
FeelingsVotes: 019599
27 Apr, 2013 07:50 PMI hatch and open my eyes
I look up at the blue skies
Inside a nest Really high up
Can't wait to grow up
I grow up really fast
With love and help
Nearly grown up at last
This was how i felt
Feathers covered my wings
Yet again I looked at the sky
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Tags:
Life,
Feelings,
LoveVotes: 014938
25 Jul, 2011 12:31 AMI just wanna be loved
I just want to be hugged
I want to have good dreams
I want them to not turn into screams
I wanna rest in peace
I feel released
From the pain and torture
That has destroyed my life
I want to go on a new path
I want to finally laugh
I want to smile
And not feel vile
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Feelings,
HopeVotes: 214583
24 Jan, 2014 04:24 AMGod you took her without a word.
Oh! the pain it brought was too much to bear.
Lying there so still,
She looked so very ill.
Just lying in her coffin there.
God you took her without a word.
Pretty white dress.
Hair in bows.
She looked so lovely lying there in a deathly pose.
God you took her without a word.
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Tags:
Death,
Feelings,
CryingVotes: 214354
19 Sep, 2014 07:56 AMI still remember..,
The first time that we met,
it feels like we've known each other
coz we understand one another
we do things together,
and imagining things like we own everything.
We do this, we do that..,
we were so happy spending time together
creating memories, dreaming about the future
making plans, and thinking about US,
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Tags:
Sadness,
Love,
FeelingsVotes: 213404