12 Nov, 2012 06:29 PMBlood dripping on the wall
as the razor falls from my hand
forcing myself to get up
thoughts rush though my mind
looking at myself though the mirror
what have I become?
am I emo?
is this really me?
so many thoughts
I lost so much blood I feel weak
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Tags:
Emo,
Sad,
Alone,
Cut,
Pain,
BloodVotes: 1042618
05 Feb, 2012 01:28 PMThat's it.
I'm done.
Tired of the fighting.
The crying.
The screams.
The tears.
But most importantly, the fears.
I cry, cut ,scream.
Thoughts of those who caused this to happen.
Of those who force me to cover my arms.
To wipe away the blood.
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Tags:
Suicide,
Cutting,
Emo,
Tears,
SadnessVotes: 1134112
23 Aug, 2012 08:20 AMInsecurity has no cure so why spell it out?
Why make up lies just because you're in doubt?
Bullied for anything you wish
I hold tightly to my razor blade
I can deal with this.
Smashing the mirrors cause I hate what I see
My razor blade should fix everything
The coolness of it against my pallid flesh
Crimson blood of a new wound. Fresh.
Tears stained against my skin
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Tags:
Depressed,
Emo,
Alone,
Hate,
Cutting,
SadVotes: 1034072
07 Mar, 2014 06:27 PMi want to die,
but you curse me to live.
for every drop of blood that hits the floor,
a tear falls from your sore eyes.
every time I close my eyes, you scream to me, ordering me to live,
but when I open my eyes. you're gone.
so I close my eyes again, listening to your screams, one last time. before I open my eyes.
I know what awaits me when I open my eyes.
I'm back to the same empty room,
once filled with joy and god memories.
but it's all in the past.
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Tags:
Emo,
Sad,
Alone,
Loneliness,
Suffering,
Broken,
PastVotes: 729907
10 Apr, 2011 08:50 PMWhat is it that keeps me from them
my nose
my hair
my skin
my eyes
What is it that makes me fear
my father
her boyfriends
being ridiculed
fear
what is it that makes me cry
the looks
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Tags:
Sad,
Emo,
Suicide,
PainVotes: 2129011
06 Sep, 2010 12:33 PMThe pain is in me
The pain will not leave me
The pain is all i feel in me
Cut out my heart
Cut out my emotions
Cut out my pain
Only in darkness do i find peace
Only in darkness can i escape
Only if this darkness could stay
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Tags:
Emo,
Cut,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 1926368
06 Sep, 2010 12:40 PMA bitter goth girl,
with a shriveled black heart.
Is this how you see me?
Do you think you know me?
Do you pretend you care?
You don't know me,
no one ever has.
I keep my true self hidden,
and I don't let that girl out.
She screws things up,
with all of her emotions and cares.
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Tags:
Emo,
Girl,
Hide,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 1226366
29 May, 2011 04:35 AMFound something sweet
In a place full of blood and tears
As mommy left me on a cold street
I had to hide and face my fears
Now, when years have passed
From that dreadful day
My pain still lasted
Those bad words, please don?t say
I?m new
Left that ugly girl into past
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Tags:
Sad,
Misery,
Poem,
Emo,
HardVotes: 723583
06 Sep, 2010 12:44 PMI'm sorry I'm scared,
I'm sorry I bug you,
I'm sorry that I care too much,
But I'm not sorry that I Love You.
I love you,
You say you love me,
But from my haunting past,
It's so hard to believe.
Don't hurt me,
I love you with everything,
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Tags:
Sorry,
Emo,
HurtVotes: 722199
06 Sep, 2010 01:18 PMI?m sobbing again
Stupid girl, stupid me
I want to be better
But I can?t be different
I hold myself together
As my soul dissolves
Into the familiar emptiness
Empty world, empty life
Can?t forget your eyes
When they judge and scold
"I promise I'll stop cutting"
I whisper into the darkness
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Tags:
Death,
Emo,
Stupid,
CutVotes: 1221082