25 Jul, 2013 01:00 PMHere I am, hating my self again.
Sorrow my coffin, I lay within.
Oh how I wish for a smile.
One I may haven't see in awhile.
Give me a place to refind.
The hope I lost in my mind.
A Place without agony or despair.
Is it even possible for life to be fair?
Am I just as useless as in my head?
I'm living a shell, inside I am dead.
[Read More]
Tags:
Sadness,
Death,
Suicide,
Monster,
Memories,
Broken,
Suffering,
AloneVotes: 342044
01 Jun, 2013 12:45 PMShattered, alone, fragile and broken,
I offer my life to you as a small token,
I know it doesn't mean a thing to you,
But my soul has shattered, completely and through;
I think of the way it might be better to die,
A gunshot death, or to jump and fly?
Or might it be better to cut open your veins?
Only when I die will I be free of these games;
I tried to run, forget, and live a life,
But those hopes were shattered, alas, in strife,
[Read More]
Tags:
Death,
Depression,
Suicide,
Loneliness,
Cry,
Hurt,
Pain,
Sadness,
DarkVotes: 741572
24 Oct, 2011 08:48 PMHer tombstone at my feet
I remember the day
How she smiled so sweet
Before everything went awry.
The sudden shot
Meant for my heart
She stood in the way and got caught
The bullet stuck in her chest like a dart.
I begged her to stay
I pleaded for her not to die
[Read More]
Tags:
Lost,
Heart,
Stolen,
Damned,
Cursed,
Tombstone,
Hurt,
Broken,
Regret,
Cry,
Loss,
DeathVotes: 440587
17 Feb, 2012 07:54 AMI feel the pain as you make me cry, as you make my heart bleed inside me.
I feel the pain as I make myself cry because of the way you make me feel when I am around you.
The red staining blood from my heart is inside me no longer
I feel the pain as the sharp knife cuts through my blue veins,
making me hurt so much to the point I cry and hurt no longer.
I no longer feel pain, but rather, I feel relieved at the thought of what I had done
Now you feel the pain. You feel the pain that I had felt ,because of you, before I left.
You feel the pain, a pain that is so unbearable, that you can't stand it any longer.
You feel the pain, and your heart bleeds on the inside also.
[Read More]
Tags:
Sad,
Hurt,
Depressed,
Alone,
Death,
Unloved,
SadnessVotes: 340523
20 Feb, 2012 09:41 AMDrifting on the edge of Death,
Hearing people sigh.
I can't go with Death
Because I can't say "Goodbye".
Falling deeper into a depression,
All I want to do is cry.
I feel hopeless but I need to stop the fall,
I don't want to say "Goodbye".
My Demons reach out to me,
Feeding on the lie,
[Read More]
Tags:
Goodbye,
Death,
Depression,
Sad,
Suicide,
PainVotes: 540225
23 Jun, 2012 01:01 AMRain, rain, go away,
Because of you,
My pain will stay.
Slit my throat,
Slice me open,
Leave me here,
Tear me apart.
Poisonous tears run down my face,
My heart struggles at a steady pace
As I try and stand again;
to find I’m alone in the rain.
[Read More]
Tags:
Pain,
Cut,
Poissonous,
Alone,
Heartbreak,
Love,
Memories,
DeathVotes: 140100
08 Feb, 2012 04:57 PMI cry,
and it hurts,
like acid streaming down my face,
tattooing the trails,
as they flow down my cheeks,
and drip from my chin.
The knife stings,
as i slice deep into my arm,
I smile,
and the blood runs warm,
then I go numb.
[Read More]
Tags:
Cutting,
Suicide,
Sad,
Hurt,
Death,
SadnessVotes: 639984
19 Oct, 2012 06:10 PMWhen I laid there beside you,
Could you feel me there?
My arms were wrapped around you,
And I was stroking your hair.
I was talking about all the good times,
For me they were every single day.
I wanted you to feel love and comfort,
And happy in some way.
I watched your every breath,
And prayed that each one wasn't your last.
[Read More]
Tags:
Mom,
Love,
Friendship,
Trust,
Death,
Heartbroken,
SadVotes: 139682
19 Jun, 2011 07:21 PMI'm sitting here alone
alone in here today,
The pain I feel inside
is replayed everyday,
This past life haunts me,
Every minute
All I do is pain for this,
Crying here,
onto the floor,
Weaving it's way
underneath the door,
You see my tears
[Read More]
Tags:
Pain,
Longing,
Suicide,
Blood,
Death,
Blind,
Tears,
Love,
LossVotes: 539066
01 Jun, 2013 12:47 PMI wonder if it'd be nice to drown?
To feel the burning lack of air inside your throat?
To see yourself as you're slowly flowing down,
Deep to the bottom, you gently, gently float;
I wonder if it'd be nice to jump?
Jump of a building, the wind whipping your hair?
You'd end up looking at the sky, your body slumped,
And still feel the gentle touch of air;
I wonder if it'd be nice to overdose on pills?
Wouldn't it be great to finally leave this place?
[Read More]
Tags:
Forgotten,
Love,
Death,
Suicide,
Depression,
Darkness,
Loneliness,
Hope,
HurtVotes: 1338461