27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Death,
DepressionVotes: 37218720
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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Lost,
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Leaving,
Lie,
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Depression,
DarknessVotes: 4182226
28 Jan, 2012 01:24 PMLife's never really the same,
Once you've found the one,
To my life she brings joy,
She brings hope, she brings fun.
I remember it so clearly,
When I was merely eleven,
How she stepped into my life,
From then on life was heaven.
She looked at me with much hope
She slowly gazed with her eyes,
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Unspoken Love,
SadnessVotes: 968925
08 Apr, 2012 08:51 PMI'm all alone in a crowded room;
lost, scared, nervous, and dying.
I stand alone in a fast pace world;
Trapped, lonely, desperate, hurt, and broken.
A world full of pain,
A world that is cold,
And a world of sin.
I can't break free;
I'm in a prison cell,
Locked up for all eternity,
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Scared,
Waiting,
Pain,
Lost,
Depressed,
SadVotes: 366056
18 May, 2013 08:52 PMThis darkness is so deep and profound
I’m lost in gloom and I can’t seem to be found
Drowning and sinking in poison and pain
And no one there to help me, I’m alone again
No one can possibly understand
No one there to pull my hand
Counting the days, waiting for the one who’ll show me the way
I’m exhausted and tired of trying, all my expectations fadeed away
I’ve lost hope, I’m vanishing in the blackness of the night
I’ll stop resisting, I’m loosing this war, I’ve lost every fight
Wretched, miserable, godforsaken
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MiserableVotes: 758014
25 Jul, 2013 01:02 PMOh the sweet cold bitter flavor of pain,
Oh how madly I have become insane,
Ravaging the soul with suffering and stress,
The flesh rather bleed then sit in unrest,
There has never been a reason for me to say alive,
Your traitorous redemption is eating me inside,
I rather die then stay awake with it,
The taste of bleach stain the carpet,
How many times, the nose is wrong,
Or my will is just not as strong,
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BetrayalVotes: 453849
17 Jun, 2012 09:38 PMThe tears I manage to weep,
Fall from darkened skies,
Filling the heart I keep,
Circle down like flies.
All the sorrow is Grey,
As my blood begins to seep,
Dreaming of yesterday,
Alone while I sleep.
In the rivers wide,
Along the treeline I tread,
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AloneVotes: 052758
20 Oct, 2012 10:28 PMThere are certain people in our lives
Who we don't even realize
Mean so much to us
And as soon as they're gone
We realize we were wrong
To ignore them
We cry every night
Hoping that they might
Come back
But they're gone forever
Their voices will never
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MissingVotes: 452549
05 Dec, 2012 03:30 AMPeace to my brother
who sleeps through the thunder,
who was different from all others,
who now rests beneath the crest
of the sky we shared together;
whose advice still touches me
as eternally he sleeps.
To the life that can't be bound
to his grave beneath the ground,
to the love that can’t be severed
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Best Friend,
Sad,
Sadness,
MissingVotes: 051608
10 Dec, 2012 02:47 AMKill me now,
Just do it,
My life sucks
how bad could death be,
I don't care,
Just kill me.
Bring down the knife,
Let it tear my skin to shreds,
And put me to bed,
An eternal sleep,
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Tags:
Death,
Sorrow,
Lost,
Suffering,
Suicide,
Sad,
DepressedVotes: 850094