27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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DepressionVotes: 37218407
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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DarknessVotes: 4181977
11 Mar, 2014 11:48 PMThe problem persists from the very roots of our existence
It was not created nor founded
Like a shadow, it is there always, foreboding in resistance
My family is some sort of crude disease purged upon the planet
I can feel it
In my traits
How I walk
The very way I act
A constant numbness
Passed from gene to gene, down to the very atom
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UnlovedVotes: 361805
06 Jan, 2012 01:37 AMStory of a girl......
Today i sit here on the park
bench
Engulfed in the numb darkness,
My thirst for your love doesn't
seem to quench
My eyes without you melancholic
and spark less.
I'm trying to resurrect you in my
thoughts
But all that effort goes in vain,
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DarkVotes: 050011
28 Jun, 2012 01:28 PMI look around me to find anybody for help
but there is no one present
as far my eyes can see I see I am all alone
only my hands is there to remove my tears when I cry
only my arms is there to hug me when I feel down
I am waiting for end of me but I know end is so far
even I am so weak after taking some steps
my knees is too weak but I know there is no one
who give my knees a help for walk
heart is beating like its not broke
my body holding my blood in side it
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LostVotes: 246805
24 Oct, 2011 08:45 PMThere is a girl who always smiles,
Even when others hurt her.
She doesn't show the pain,
You always see that smile.
Her eyes are hidden behind abyss black bangs,
She never utters a word.
She's like a statue,
Forever frozen in her fake happiness.
But if you ever see her eyes,
You'll know why she hides them.
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HopeVotes: 542717
25 Nov, 2015 03:03 AMYou weren't mine to begin with
Someone else's from the start
My heart started to writhe
But I loved you with all my heart
My soul daughter so beautiful and young
Is with the Angels above
Having another song to sung
Is holding our forever love.
My fiancé was your parent at first
Another women your mother
Oh how my heart could burst!
The betrayal you felt from another
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SoulVotes: 242458
01 Jun, 2013 12:45 PMShattered, alone, fragile and broken,
I offer my life to you as a small token,
I know it doesn't mean a thing to you,
But my soul has shattered, completely and through;
I think of the way it might be better to die,
A gunshot death, or to jump and fly?
Or might it be better to cut open your veins?
Only when I die will I be free of these games;
I tried to run, forget, and live a life,
But those hopes were shattered, alas, in strife,
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DarkVotes: 742255
13 Apr, 2012 01:17 AMIf I could go back,
Back through time and space.
I would take it all back,
Every harsh word that I said.
I'm sorry I caused you,
So much hurt and pain.
But your words cut deeper,
Than any double edged sword.
I've been given time to ponder,
Over all the things I've often wondered.
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LonelinessVotes: 136858
31 Jan, 2012 07:05 PMI see in my mind,
the past I tried to leave behind,
in every waking moment I hear,
the sound of my eyes screaming for a tear,
but I know if even just one would escape,
I would have to shut my mouth with tape.
Even when you think the happiness I have is true,
I have to try my hardest to deceive you.
For what if they see that I am weak?
Will they pluck at my flesh with their razor sharp beaks?
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TearVotes: 333037