08 Jan, 2013 12:02 PMWhat is this?
I am restless
I don’t know why
But, I feel no interest
Just force a smile upon
What is this?
I see no color
But, I am not blind
Oh, I see, the world is black
No love, no affection
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Lies,
Loneliness,
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Unloved,
Darkness,
Pain,
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Scared,
Seperated,
Alone,
Hurt,
DepressedVotes: 4866451
27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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Betrayal,
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Cut,
Cold,
Death,
DepressionVotes: 37216274
20 Nov, 2013 09:34 AMremember that day you said goodbye.
all i do is cry,
why is everything you say a lie.
all i want to do is die.
you loved me, a lie.
you cared, a lie.
all you say and do is a lie.
my heart is a hole.
getting darker and darker.
blacker and blacker.
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Empty,
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HurtVotes: 929823
26 Jan, 2015 10:40 PMIt always hurts;
tears burning these eyes.
Its like the devil feeding me;
all these dirty lies.
He loves watching me writhe;
in unbearable pain.
Rip my heart and hair out;
im past the point of insane.
Screaming and crying;
at the top of my lungs.
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Depression,
Sadness,
Family,
RapeVotes: 857588
23 Sep, 2016 10:00 AMInk paper and pen
here we go again
when I thought that I already forget
the feelings to be hurt but not.
ink paper and pen
you are my only bestfriend
when times seems so hard
you stayed with me from the very start.
ink paper and pen
don't know what to write again
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Hurt,
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Giving UpVotes: 721592
29 Nov, 2014 09:17 AMShe remembers the smiles,
She sees the happiness,
She can hear the laughs,
This little girl was in pure bliss.
Now there is a dark shadow,
Raining endlessly over her head,
I see her tears falling down,
As she's wishing she was dead.
Replaced by her best friend,
Rejected by her true love,
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Memories,
Lost,
Lies,
Scars,
CutVotes: 721259
18 May, 2013 08:52 PMThis darkness is so deep and profound
I’m lost in gloom and I can’t seem to be found
Drowning and sinking in poison and pain
And no one there to help me, I’m alone again
No one can possibly understand
No one there to pull my hand
Counting the days, waiting for the one who’ll show me the way
I’m exhausted and tired of trying, all my expectations fadeed away
I’ve lost hope, I’m vanishing in the blackness of the night
I’ll stop resisting, I’m loosing this war, I’ve lost every fight
Wretched, miserable, godforsaken
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Tired,
Hope,
Blackness,
Wretched,
MiserableVotes: 757264
01 Jun, 2018 12:03 PMWalking down the path of love, I’ve experienced many feelings.
Feelings like a heart beat skipping when I saw a simple twinkle in your eyes.
Every time I was with you, I could hear bells ring.
It was great, I enjoyed every moment with you. You said you did too, but it was a lie.
I put in the effort to be the best man for you, I wanted to see you smile.
I gave my heart to you, in hopes you would keep that in mind.
You said you loved me too, those words kept me happy for a while.
You said that you cared about me, that you would love me no matter what, but you lied.
You told me that every time you said “I love you” you meant it more.
You said that if I died, you would weep and cry.
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Tags:
Heartbroken,
Lies,
Pain,
True StoryVotes: 615825
09 Nov, 2016 05:34 PMSad?
Too bad
I can't help you
I don't know what to do
I'm in the same boat, too
Lonely?
So phoney
You just want attention
I'll leave you to your depression
It doesn't go against your transgression
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Tags:
Sad,
Suicide,
Death,
Loneliness,
Depression,
LiesVotes: 630552
09 Mar, 2016 11:42 PMShould i stop?
Should i drop?
My heart's gonna pop,
I mess, i thought i was on top.
I hoped this could last
But i know i'm only in love with the past
The past, that was once a blast
A blast that for a second only last.
You moved on
I'm left with a scar to learn on
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Past,
Love,
Hurt,
LiesVotes: 616527