27 Oct, 2014 03:23 AMIs it so hard to decipher the poorly encrypted code placed on my face?
"I'm tired" "I'm just tired" "I'm fine, I'm just fucking tired"
Is this so believable that you're left with nothing to inquire?
Or is there something less forming, some lack of desire?
The thoughts in my head are swarming, that no one is caring.
I always get left behind, there's just me being lonely and alone.
"It's OK, I'm really fine. It's just hard to sleep when I'm at home."
Just a second glance, it's all that I ask.
I'm at the brink of tears, I need some help before my skin tears.
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DepressionVotes: 37216453
03 Oct, 2014 05:56 AMShe smells like the sands of time
And is funny without ever being mean
I know that she's a dime
But I can't stop this feeling
I got my bottle of Jack
Then there's a sudden bleeding
In this abrasive room of black
I create a certain kind of seeing
Maybe I should care
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DarknessVotes: 4180222
27 Sep, 2014 12:33 AMSadness is when everyone around you form
circles and clicks
laugh and smile
Talk about good times that you can't seem to remember
Back in the month of December
It's when you notice that no one notices you
There are groups all around but you're apart from all of them
It's just you
You can't even feel yourself
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EmptinessVotes: 1377052
10 May, 2016 04:33 PMI'm sorry for the things I've done.
I'm sorry I can't be your number one.
I'm sorry I always put you to the test.
I'm sorry I can't be the best.
I'm sorry I keep myself in a shell.
I'm sorry I put you through hell.
I'm sorry that sorry isn't enough.
I'm sorry for all the dumb stuff.
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PainVotes: 2266047
08 Apr, 2012 08:51 PMI'm all alone in a crowded room;
lost, scared, nervous, and dying.
I stand alone in a fast pace world;
Trapped, lonely, desperate, hurt, and broken.
A world full of pain,
A world that is cold,
And a world of sin.
I can't break free;
I'm in a prison cell,
Locked up for all eternity,
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Pain,
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SadVotes: 365660
31 Oct, 2012 02:03 PMMy tears feel like acid
as they fall form my eyes,
burning up my face,
damn I'm torn apart inside.
Why'd he have to be the one
to stab and turn the knife?
I let him have my heart,
he said he'd keep it safe,
but instead he turned his head
and left and walked away.
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SadnessVotes: 360434
10 Dec, 2012 02:46 AMMy heart is broken,
It's been shattered to pieces,
And you don't give damn,
Because you're the one who broke it.
I loved you,
And you loved me too.
Or so I thought,
I fought back the tears,
My fears,
Appear when I'm alone,
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SufferingVotes: 157741
18 May, 2013 08:52 PMThis darkness is so deep and profound
I’m lost in gloom and I can’t seem to be found
Drowning and sinking in poison and pain
And no one there to help me, I’m alone again
No one can possibly understand
No one there to pull my hand
Counting the days, waiting for the one who’ll show me the way
I’m exhausted and tired of trying, all my expectations fadeed away
I’ve lost hope, I’m vanishing in the blackness of the night
I’ll stop resisting, I’m loosing this war, I’ve lost every fight
Wretched, miserable, godforsaken
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MiserableVotes: 757307
19 Feb, 2012 01:53 PMPlease, I beg you,
break my ribs with brass knuckles until it bleeds
rather than ripping my hurt to pieces with your presence
Every single fucking day is a sweet nightmare I never want to end.
My daily dose of heroine, except the needle never pierces my skin.
The drug never injects my bloodstream. Yet I have vowed to never let it go.
I am addicted to it.
To you.
I know that I mean much little to you, but you are the life of me,
so little that you can't stand my hideous display.
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Hurt,
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SadnessVotes: 555535
11 Nov, 2012 06:57 PMwhy did this happen to me?
I was everything to her and more to be.
why did it seem everything was going so well
when in reality everything went to hell.
wasn't I right for her or was it not meant to stay?
I should just end it this very same day.
so many tries, less and less hope.
it seems like I'm down to the end of life's rope
I try my best each day right?
it just seems I'm always someones fight.
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Suicide,
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LostVotes: 153168