07 Mar, 2014 06:27 PM
i want to die,
but you curse me to live.
for every drop of blood that hits the floor,
a tear falls from your sore eyes.
every time I close my eyes, you scream to me, ordering me to live,
but when I open my eyes. you're gone.
so I close my eyes again, listening to your screams, one last time. before I open my eyes.
I know what awaits me when I open my eyes.
I'm back to the same empty room,
once filled with joy and god memories.
but it's all in the past.
, PastVotes: 6
11 Mar, 2014 11:48 PM
The problem persists from the very roots of our existence
It was not created nor founded
Like a shadow, it is there always, foreboding in resistance
My family is some sort of crude disease purged upon the planet
I can feel it
In my traits
How I walk
The very way I act
A constant numbness
Passed from gene to gene, down to the very atom
, UnlovedVotes: 3
20 Nov, 2013 09:34 AM
remember that day you said goodbye.
all i do is cry,
why is everything you say a lie.
all i want to do is die.
you loved me, a lie.
you cared, a lie.
all you say and do is a lie.
my heart is a hole.
getting darker and darker.
blacker and blacker.
, HurtVotes: 9
11 Nov, 2013 09:39 PM
The delicate leaves rustle gently
As the cold Autumn breeze blows
The path lays lonely and untraveled
And a single, lamp in the distance glows
The mist blinds the traveller, alone
As the darkness sweeps over the land
And footsteps echo on the grey stone
As a gentle presence tugs your hand
The wind gives off a comfort to you
But the coldness welcomes in dread
, LonelinessVotes: 2
18 Aug, 2013 02:45 AM
I feel like I'm trapped
In my little black room.
Its nothing but darkness
, DarkVotes: 7
18 May, 2013 09:00 PM
Bleak and dreary
I’m bored and weary
Unhappiness, and misery
Trapped in a live room
It’s breathing, it’s eating me
I’m bleeding, Boredom is killing me
I’m tired and wounded
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep
I’m starving, I cry and weep
, DarknesVotes: 4
20 Apr, 2013 01:16 AM
When i was a child
i saw in black and white
Everything was obvious
Either wrong or right
No arguments , no pros and cons
Choices were precise.
Pure and joyous clarity
Gave me a simple life.
so grew and learned to face the world
Living life that ways
and now i feel so unprepared
, HurtVotes: 2
16 Apr, 2013 06:47 PM
From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then- in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a most stormy life- was drawn
, HurtVotes: 2
11 Apr, 2013 04:34 AM
Falling into a deep dark void
Spiralling down at an impressive rate
Wishing to be buried in satin
To end the pain numbing your body
Heart grows weaker as the agony grows stronger
Taking over like an intruder into your emotions
The only one to blame is you
But you don’t want to admit it
Friends trying to pull you out
But you just let go of their hands
, AloneVotes: 3
10 Apr, 2013 07:03 PM
I stood by you as you lay
Dying, you wont live another day
It was hard for me to Understand
And this is now where i stand
Wind whispers through the last leaves
Half bare, stand the oak trees
And this i won't understand
Because this is where you stand
Will you try to remember?
Or will you just surrender?
Tags: We Stood
, Approaching Night
, UnderstandVotes: 2