06 Sep, 2010 12:33 PMThe pain is in me
The pain will not leave me
The pain is all i feel in me
Cut out my heart
Cut out my emotions
Cut out my pain
Only in darkness do i find peace
Only in darkness can i escape
Only if this darkness could stay
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Tags:
Emo,
Cut,
Pain,
SufferingVotes: 1926202
16 May, 2011 10:41 AMOh god , please let me out of this prison,
Living with nothing but only a little optimism.
I am just sick of being sick and not finding any way out,
Just wanna scram in anger and shout out loud.
M just pissed of and its driving me crazy
It's like my mind is playing tricks on me lately .
I know its like my own brand of drug
and my blood cant stop taking this,
It has to be stopped and must find a way out of this ........
Oh god, please let me out of this prison,
I just can't remain stuck without any reason . :-(
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Tags:
Sadness,
Depression,
Loneliness,
CryVotes: 1825520
26 Nov, 2015 03:04 AMPeople say the worst part is waiting
Waiting helplessly
Knowing you can do nothing
People are wrong
The worst part is when you do find out
When you hear but don't believe
When you can't believe
When you loose hope
The worst part is feeling like your heart stopped
Like you died too
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Death,
Finding Out,
HopelessnessVotes: 1610168
27 Jul, 2011 01:43 PMOur love has ended
But my heart is nowhere near mended
After all we went through
I feel offended
Cause I know we could have lasted longer, we blended
Without u my life has no meaning
Like a scorpions without his sting
Or a bird without her wing
It just don't feel right without that thing
How could u ,surely its wrong
I feel like I'm on road that's dark and long
how it twists and turns through your soul
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Tags:
Breakup,
MissingVotes: 1615516
30 May, 2011 01:26 AMThe window of our memories is still open,
My mind is still thinking about you and hoping,
Those days can still be recalled but not you,
Give me a chance to prove that my love is true,
You left me a long time before,
My boat is still in ocean finding its shore,
The long nights are sleepless,
I am having your and just yours stress,
Now I stood, where we met first time,
I am here but yours no sign,
The question which makes me weak is "was my love weak?",
My condition now is a fish without stream,
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Tags:
Love,
Heart Broken,
Come BackVotes: 1618652
07 Mar, 2017 01:20 AMShe never cries, just stares blankly
Alone in her room, with music playing
She craves his touch, the feeling’s to much
She grips the blade, her skin starts to fade
A cut to deep could end the pain
That’s the only thing that’s keeps her sane.
Blood drips from her body as she sighs in relief
The mess on the floor are signs of a thief
Depression and anxiety has settled in
She fights a battle she thinks she can’t win
Despite the pain she keeps on smiling
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Tags:
Self Harm,
Cutting,
Self Hate,
Depression,
Anxiety,
Suicide,
AloneVotes: 1523589
08 Jun, 2016 09:35 AMFeeling alone now more than ever,
wishing you were here right next to me,
my heart is beating so uncontrollably
my eyes are tearing í can't control it.
I miss you mom,
I miss you now,
I miss you always.
I never thought that you being gone would've been so painful.
I never thought of you leaving me not for a minute not for a while.
I always thought of us forever,
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Tags:
Lost Love,
Mother,
Broken,
Broken Heart,
Suffering,
Family,
MissingVotes: 1527771
25 Oct, 2014 11:19 PMWhether my lover will be a woman in the know,
or a woman on the go, I really do not know.
She does not have to be beautiful, nor whimsical,
tall, short, or even a good sport.
Young , or old, she does need to know
when to come in out of the cold.
The color of her eyes, whether blue, black,
brown, grey, or green, remains to be seen.
Heavy, or lean is okay with me,
as long as she isn't mean.
Wealth and fame are not required because only
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Tags:
Love,
Desperation,
LonlinessVotes: 1511405
28 Aug, 2011 06:47 PMLate at night when I can?t sleep,
I like to close my eyes and make believe.
I pretend to `be free.
Free of anxiety,
Free of fears.
Free of hurt,
Free of tears.
No more judgment,
No more blame.
No more aches,
No more pain.
Free of pressure,
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Tags:
Hope,
WishVotes: 1516519
04 May, 2014 02:19 AMI took my heart,
locked it up,
and threw away the key...
I took the box,
said a prayer,
and tossed it in the sea...
I watched the box,
slowly sink,
to the bottom it would go...
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Tags:
Letting Go,
Sacrifice,
ScaredVotes: 1413615