The Broken Girl15 Aug, 2011 04:58 PM
Once upon a time, there was a girl. She was the worlds biggest hopeless romantic, and always dreamed of finding her soul mate. She had severe, horrible abandonment issues, because her father had abandoned her. Her father was leaving one day and looked her straight in the eye and told her that she was unlovable.That no one would ever, ever love her. She had fallen in love before, but there was one special boy. She risked EVERYTHING for him. She wasn't aloud to date him. Her stepfather beat her when he found out she loved him, because she was 14 and he was 17. But she still loved him enough to keep in contact, even though she feared what her step dad would do. He swore multiple times that he wouldn't leave, that he understood her constant fear of abandonment. He told her he loved her, he promised he wouldn't leave, that he would be there always. But one day, she called and she discovered he had changed his number. She cut, and cut, and cut. She loved him. She believed him. And he completely abandoned her. She was devastated, depressed, angry. She was broken, he began to heal her, and then broke her again.
She believed she was unlovable.
She was truly broken.
She was alone.
She realized that love is the sweetest, most painful form of suicide.