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Love will never be the same

Heather

21 Mar, 2010 11:32 AM

i had once believed love was going to be okay between me and this one guy i had always dreamed about but one day we both got into a huge argument and he would hit me so badly that i would cry and said, " I WISH YOU WERE DEAD AND I WISH I NEVER MEET YOU!" my heart started breaking in half and tears were streaming down my face just thinking how painful to see him stand there looking hurt at me. I wish i disappeared to the different world where i belong and then everything would be okay. so then i felt scared enough to scream but i held it back so then he walk out of my life.
one day, i was hanging out with my friends in the school until i saw the ambulance drove past us and i realize Alex's mother was following them so i panic and realize it was my Alex. i thought oh no please don't be Alex, i can't lose him. so then i put my coat on and ran down the rode even i didn't care if the school called my mother adn tell them that i just skip school so it didn't matter much anymore. i kept running and my legs were hurting, my heart was breaking and bleeding of sadness. i wanted to die right now if it was Alex who is dying
at night, he was laying in bed and told me that he was going to be die somehow even the doctor say so. i started crying and said, "please don't leave me Alex i need you more than ever". he begin to breath funny and i started sobbing just blaming everything on me. he was smiling up at the ceiling and said, " i forgive you and i can see god's face right now". i didn't know what to say but smile, i was sort of happy that he forgive me until then he closed his eyes and disappeared out of the world that he didn't belong in so then he was dead. nothing can ever change that and then it got worse for me the most.
a couple days later, it was over the pain was gone and now Alex was up there in heaven with his grandparents who he never meet and always wanted to meet him so i went to the graveyard and there he was laying on the ground with nobody to hold anymore, laugh with, cry with, even it was hard. so then i sat down and put the roses on the top of his gravestone and i said, " i'm sorry Alex and remember this i will always love you no matter what". so then i walk away from the graveyard and had never came back to the end. Alex Angel rest in peace

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SmithstaaSister says:
22 Mar, 2010 02:00 PM

Awww that is pretty sad :(

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Lilly says:
24 Mar, 2010 11:46 AM

Life isn't always fair and you will lose that someone somehow.

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Lexi says:
28 Mar, 2010 01:43 PM

omg im like crying so hard rite now..u have no idea..omg so sad dont worry love will find ur wayy soon and just remember he is in a better place now...bless you and alex forever and always!=)
-Lexi

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dani says:
29 Mar, 2010 01:25 PM

im so sorry to hear that , i hope eveything works out and you find true love again , just remember he is in a better place and im sure he would want you to be happy keep strong babe and never give all my love dani

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Haley Demayo says:
06 May, 2010 10:18 AM

Hey heather this is haley and i am sorry about alex this story made me cry because it touch my heart i know how you fell cuz i lose two of my uncle in the same year and i cried so much. ;]

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