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his last text message part 1

cheri

04 Oct, 2010 12:28 AM

he's gone.
his eyes, his touch, his kiss, his scent, his voice, his life, and his love, it's gone.
everything's gone.
all the time we spent together,
every moment of my life i was with him will no longer be continued.


Scott, he honestly wasn't the only happiness in my life.
He truthfully wasn't the only thing I had and he wasn't the only source of love for me.
but now he's gone. his life taken by a bullet of nobody's.


I hated the world.
I hated life and everything I saw with my eyes.
I regretted so much.
I coudln't forgive myself for being so dumb, being so naive and so numb to the world around me that prevented me from understanding the true love of his.

3 years and 25 days ago, the end of my long relationship was announced by my boyfriend's death. His way of saying good-bye wasn't the best way to leave someone.
it was a Saturday. it was raining that day. actually, it was a very bright sunny day until the last moment of his breath.
the day was our 2 year anniversary.
he called me in the morning and apologized.
he told me he was too busy with a biology project and said he couldn't hang out that day.
I felt like shit, thinking 'is he kidding me? how could he choose a stupid biology project over his girlfriend?' I was selfish. I didn't know he was planning an event for us at the park. I didn't know.

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meme says:
11 Oct, 2010 02:19 PM

awww..that was not being selfish..i would have feel the same way too if my boyfriend had done that...dont call urself sumb and navive..at least u loved him..really loved..that the best thing u could ever gave him..showing that u loved and cared about him..u were just being a typical girl..u werent being selfish

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jhakie says:
11 Oct, 2010 04:27 PM

sayang nman nabitin ako sa story..

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Chelei Solo says:
12 Oct, 2010 12:37 PM

aw!~
this is really tear jerking, the way you guys loved each other..

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