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What Hurts The Most

Kaitlyn Taylor

19 Feb, 2017 12:34 PM

You never know what truly hurts until you sit back and analyze all the things that do hurt. And what truly hurts is the one thing that makes your heart clench tighter. Makes you grunt with pain for a second. Lots of things hurt. But there's one thing that hurts the most.

We were together for a long time. And long time for high schoolers that is. Over two and a half years. We started dating freshman year and now we're halfway through our senior year. My whole high school experience was with this guy. And I loved him. Man, I was head over heels for him. So sweet, so funny, and so talented. I loved his kisses, his hugs, and when he held me tight. He made me laugh more than anyone ever did. That's what I loved most about him. He had an amazing sense of humor. I loved everything that we did together. We had so many great and fun memories.

Everything was fine. At least I thought it was. It was perfect for me. I didn't think we were having the many issues. But apparently, he did. Because he randomly texts me one day, out of the blue, and says that he's not sure about us. I ask him what he's talking about. But all he says is how completely different we are. How we can't listen to the same music in the car. How I'm Christian and he's not. Just stating differences that he sees. I didn't get it. I still don't. We've had those differences for so long and it wasn't a problem before. Why was it a problem now? But then all of the sudden he says that he doesn't love me anymore. Says that he did in the beginning, for a long while, but that he doesn't anymore.

And that's what hurts the most. Loving someone so much, but knowing they don't even love you back.

I found out a few days ago that he actually left me for someone else. It's been one month. One. And he's already with someone else. All I feel is anger and sadness and pain and hurt and confusion.

It hurts. Everything hurts. From him breaking up with me, to being with someone else so soon. But what hurts the most is knowing I lived a long while blinded by a love I felt was so strong. And he didn't even love me back.

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Madison Black says:
18 Apr, 2017 08:44 PM

This story is truly sad and heartbreaking almost made me cry:(

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Damita says:
29 Apr, 2017 06:00 PM

it's really a sad story. it has happen to me.

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Guy says:
07 May, 2017 06:23 PM

I love a girl, and i even confessed this to her, but I'm not even sure she loves me back.

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Dhruv says:
28 May, 2017 03:52 PM

Hello.
I am truly sorry to hear about what happened to you.
Moving on can be quite difficult. And it's ok to not be over someone. But for the people who care about you, you must be strong.
Good luck, Kaitlyn Taylor.

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Nafea says:
05 Jun, 2017 03:30 AM

And that's what hurts the most. Loving someone so much, but knowing they don't even love you back.
This part make me sad , how can human have this mind of sense to not love to other side of him ( boy friend , girl friend ) to be in relation and happen ... this painful , if this happen to me one I will heartbreak .

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Albert says:
19 Jun, 2017 12:22 PM

sorry that happened to me alsp

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Jay Brian says:
02 Jul, 2017 07:54 PM

That what hurts most loving someone and not loving you back but true love never ends so quick never give UP your boyfriend will come to his senses and love you back keep trying and keep loving

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lidya girma says:
04 Jul, 2017 12:05 PM

Omg! This is rly very heart breaking story so sad to hear this:-( :'(

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Alyssa says:
10 Jul, 2017 07:58 PM

Kaitlyn,
Hang in there. He's a fool for letting you go.
One day he's going to wake up and realise he's made a mistake.
I know that it hurts but if he did this to you, then it just must mean he wasn't the one.
One day, you're going to find someone who deserves you.
I know it hurts.
Hang in there.

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Shivu says:
17 Jul, 2017 12:03 AM

I know it must be really very hurting for you inside but anyways you can't change the reality so its better to forget the past and not to repeat the same mistakes again in your life. But there is one person if you love him he will love you back more and you will never get hurt ever again in your life and that is God.

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Manny says:
07 Oct, 2017 04:04 PM

Well atleast your ex didnt date another girl for one month my ex started dating my bff after 2 days

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