My Life20 Oct, 2015 08:10 PM
I wrote a story a while ago also called "My Life". This story is the full story that answers a lot of questions. This story is the truth and only the truth, I warn you now this story is full of the worst of this planet.
I was born may 22, 1999. My mother Cristina could not take of me, so she put me through foster homes, until the Torrens family decided to adopt me when I was 4. They were about to adopt me when Daren Torrens shot himself in front of me. I was then put back in the foster homes and then I was adopted by the Torrens when I was 5. Kelly, my stepmom, didn't talk and avoided me.
When I was 8 Jeremy Capello married Kelly. He was 6 foot 7 inches and played basketball. He locked me in the bathroom and only let me out to eat, clean, or when he wanted to hit someone. I went through his abuse for years and I started to blame myself for everything; my mom leaving me, Daren shooting himself, for Jeremy and his belts.
I started to cut myself and I believed that the world would be better without me. Jeremy left for Sedona AZ, when I was 11. I met a girl named Jayden we became good friends and then we started dating. I learn she was a heavy drinker and also wanted to die. Her parents kicked her when I was 12 and she overdosed and died. I started drinking to get over the pain. I couldn't stand a day without her by me, and it hurt too much.
I tried to take my life. I ran away and overdosed, the police found me before it reached my heart. I got a couple of shrinks to talk to. I became the bad kid, I got arrest for vandalism and possession of drugs. I joined a couple of gangs. I started dating, but never loving enough. I forgot how to feel emotions.
Then I met a couple of people that had felt what I had felt, I worked my way to fell again. I met a girl that I kinda liked, we started dating. I will never love someone like a loved Jayden, but Trinity was pretty close. I know now, you find something you like, hold onto it, you don't know when it will leave you.