broken heart
lovejami
25 Jun, 2014 10:33 PM
This is a true story...
I had a friend named Rebecca (becka) that had a boyfriend and she cheated on him constantly. ..
I started talking to her boyfriend when he added me on Facebook when him and my friend becka broke up. I soon found myself falling for him, I felt horrible for falling for my friends ex, but I couldn't help it.
He would tel me how bad of a girlfriend becka eas to him and I belived him.
But when my friend found out I was talking to him she got mad but not nearly as mad I thought she would get. She had me tell her what her ex was saying to me behind her back. I told her how he would say that she cheated on him 24/7 but of course she denied it.
Soon as the time went by we decided that we wanted to meet in person. We meet at turkey hill (a gas station near my house) and he asked me out he was totally hot and sweet so of course I said yes not thinking about my friend (his ex) ..
Soon becka realised we were dating and she warned me that he was bad news and HE WAS THE ONE THAT CONSTANTLY CHEATED ON HER, I some what believed her too. I wasn't sure who was telling the truth. Then I came up with the theory that my friend was just jealous...
So I decided to keep dating him..
I fell so hard for him but wen my dad found out his age he demanded that I stopped seeing him! (He was 17 and I was 15) I got pretty mad because of the fact that I loved him and I couldn't be with him just because of a 2 year differance ! I started sneaking out with him and when my dad found out there was big problems..
After not to long my dad actually apologized to him and decided to let us date because he saw how much i loved him and he started likeing him a lot after a while.
Soon time went on and I started to realize that becka was right!
I had tons of proof that he WAS IN FACT CHEATING ON ME!
he would flirt with tons of girl's on Facebook and I even got his password off of him but he thought he changed it so I couldn't go on his Facebook... he was wrong. I saw him flirting with girls 24/7 while we were dating.
But I ignored it until I finally flipped. We broke up all the time through out our whole relationship. And he constantly cheated on me and made me feel ugly and worthless he wasent the same guy I fell in love with he changed, for the worst.
He constantly called me names such as (whore, slut, fat, ugly, bitch) but I ignored it and every night I would cry myself to sleep..
I would tell myself that im ugly and that's why he cheats on me. And im not good enough. People constantly tell me to end it with him cuz im "pretty and I can do better" ...but I cant end it I cut myself over him before. ..and I cut myself in front of him before and he told me to cut deeper. ..I don't know what to do...
The most horrible thing about this story is IM STILL WITH HIM.
I just cant seem to end it! When we break up I get very deperessed and alone...
We are together still and he is still cheating on me and still makes me feel horrible. ...we have been together for 10 months and I can't seem to end it. . ..
Becka has been in a happy relationship with ryan sense her and jami broke up and she admitted to never loving jami (her ex/my current boyfriend) in the first place. ..
She is perfectly fine with us dating. ..
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Comments
Post a Comment01 Jul, 2014 04:13 PM
Stay strong, there is no need to feel alone and depressed when you break up, turn to your friends surely they make you feel secure and not alone. Stand up to your feelings and don't draw, he probably wants this, so make sure he knows you are stronger than he thinks x
02 Jul, 2014 12:50 AM
Thank you (:
02 Jul, 2014 11:32 PM
Advice, next time, cut deeper
03 Jul, 2014 02:51 AM
that sad. i am sorry that happed
04 Jul, 2014 09:39 AM
I think its not the right time for u to date at that age, wait on the LORD and he shall give u what u want,cut off the relationship and GOD will help u get a right man at the right time now look at ur studies!!!!!!!!!!!
07 Jul, 2014 04:40 PM
break up with him, you are way too good for that scumbag
07 Jul, 2014 06:46 PM
It's life but you are still young enough to find your beautiful life in front of you just.be happy what you are doing listen to your heart but before that listen to your dad
09 Jul, 2014 04:11 AM
for the girl, who was cheated. always remember that friend and boyfriend always end on END. always remember the advice of your family, because family ends with ILY (i love you)
10 Jul, 2014 12:04 PM
Break up with him -_- it's gunna hurt but that's life dont lower yourself to his pathetic level it gets better keep your head up i know it hurts but cutting isnt going to solve anything. He's an asswhole thay doesnt deserve you
15 Jul, 2014 08:06 AM
I personally have never fallen in love because I'm thirteen. But I can tell you this. If someone you really love makes your life miserable and makes you hurt yourself. Think its not me. I am strong. I can do this. I can. I am beautiful. And I know I can't tell you to break up with him because its wrong. Obviously you love him. So I have no right but I want to tell you. You are a role model for me because now I know what love is. Love is where you would do anything for someone. You can't stand to be away from them. And you love them for who they are. Thank you. So so much. I will always remember you and your story for the rest of my life.
27 Jul, 2014 04:59 AM
Although I do not know you, but have read about your current situation, I encourage you to dump that bastard. Anyone can tell you that you need to love yourself before you love another, but you need to decide (weigh the pros and cons) on whether being hurt and him feeling clearly no love for you is worth your pain. You say you get depressed when you break up but a relationship is with 2 people and he has not shown you that he loves you and has gone over that 2 people limit. Find hobbies and things that interest you so when you finally break up with this sad excuse of a man you can fill your time doing things you enjoy and you will soon find people who have similar interests and find someone who will treat you like the way you deserve and respect you as every human should be. Please find happiness, by leaving this past behind you and looking ahead.
03 Aug, 2014 06:51 AM
broke up with him .. He does'nt loved you . you can find another guy who will loved you.. :(
07 Aug, 2014 10:31 AM
i do not know you but im really sad that this is what happened to you, DUMP HIM it may be hard but you are beautiful and amazing and unique in your own ways don't let ANYONE tell u that ur not GOD made you in his image and in your life there will be ups and downs and round and rounds no one can change that but u can change how u feel and ur attitude to it u KNOW your better than him deep down inside you just have to show it to him, he's rude and doesn't deserve you he needs a taste of his own medicine and needs to learn how much it hurts to get cheated on!
19 Sep, 2014 10:13 AM
Life is about living in happiness. You should be loved and treated well. It may seem hard to move on but I can guarantee that you will meet someone that deserves you and will cherish you the way you should be. Stay strong.
25 Oct, 2014 11:35 PM
To beebo: did you seriously just tell her to cut herself deeper? goddess you're an awful human being, there are not enough curse words in the world to describe you
Sweetheart you can do so much better and the fact that your boyfriend told you to cut yourself deeper after watching you cut yourself is sick and twisted and it makes my blood boil with anger. Ugh that little piece of shit! Dump him if you haven't already and move on hell normally I don't encourage revenge but in this case i'll make an exception I think a nice healthy dose will be good for you. HE DOES'T DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!!!
25 Oct, 2014 11:41 PM
YOU DESERVE TO FIND HAPPINESS!!!
I hope you find your true love. Your soulmate. The one who will throw away your razors or whatever you use to cut yourself and tell you that you're the most beautiful creature he has ever laid eyes on. The one who will hold you as you cry and tell you he will never leave and do everything he can to convince you that you are the most amazing girl he has ever met and he will treat you like a princess and would do anything to make you happy.
26 Oct, 2014 04:42 PM
To beebo: did you seriously just tell her to cut herself deeper!? You're an awful human being! There are not enough curse words in the world to describe you!!!
Sweetheart you deserve so much better and the fact that he told you to cut yourself deeper after you cut yourself in front of him is sick and twisted and it makes my blood boil with anger that someone could be so heartless. If you haven't already break up with the little piece of shit.
26 Oct, 2014 04:51 PM
YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY!!!
to find your true love, soulmate or whatever you want to call it.
to find the guy who will throw away your razor or whatever it is you use to cut yourself. The one who will tell you that you're the most beautiful creature he has ever laid eyes on. The one to hold you while you cry and tell you he will never leave. He will do everything in his power to show you just how important and amazing you are. He will treat you like a princess and love you unconditionally.
09 Nov, 2014 01:11 AM
You're what 15,16 years old? Stop being dramatic and grow the fuck up.