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When The Smart Girl Going To Be Fool

Ija Angel

20 Dec, 2013 07:56 AM

I was a smart girl before I knew Him.
Before I fell in love with Him.
Because of one guy my life has changed.
He made my life become so beautiful so colorfull.
He brought me a lot of smile and happiness.
He gave me a lot of hopes and promises.

But suddenly He said He has no confidence to continue this relation.
He can't live with me.
He told me some non sense reason to leave me.
After He left me, I was lost control.
I can't think clearly.
I was the most stupid girl at that time.
In my mind only him and I can't erase all memories about him.
Until i got an accident, I hoped I died in that accident.
But God safe my life.
My friend tried to contact Him and ask him to help me.
He Agreed and He contact me again.
We contacted again each other but no relationship.
Until I feel I can move on and decide to back to my another Ex-boyfriend
But suddenly He forbid me to back to my Ex, and ask me to go back to Him.
I was so confuse but happy because I am not really can forget my feeling to Him.

Finally, I forgive Him and accept Him back to me.
This is not the start of my happiness.
But the start of my sorrow.
He start to gave me a fake hope again.
I was so stupid, I believed Him.
Even my heart said that He will hurt me again one day but I ignored it.
My love to Him getting bigger and bigger day by day.
Until the day when he will come to visit me.
Suddenly he said the truth that he has somebody there.
He doesn't love Her but He has sex with Her.
Again I was so stupid, I forgave Him again.
1 week before He come, that girl visit Him and told Him that She can't live without Him.
It make Him stress and finally choose Her instead of me.
Then i committed suicide, jumped from the second floor of my house.
I hoped I died at that time, but again God safe my life.
Then I told Him that I want to talk with Her, I was hope I can struggle for my love and get Him back.
But after a long conversation with Her, still he doesn't choose me.
I admit that she has very strong influence on Him.
Then again I did a stupid thing, and this time I got coma, because of lack of blood.
After He knew me coma, He tried to wake me up from coma with His voices recording that He sent to my friend.
He succeed woke me up from coma, again He told me a lot of lies after I woke up from coma.
Then I told Him, I want to talk to that girl, because He said that She will leave Him if she will have baby from Him, but when I talk to Her, She said she can't leave Him.

I was never begging for a love, I was never fighting for a love.
But my love to Him really made me going to be a fool girl.
Now I do not know what I have to do now???
Should I commit suicide again???
I love Him so much

For My Heart Breaker : Hope one day You can feel what I feel this year

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Kevin says:
15 Jan, 2014 09:40 PM

Well, it's stupid to commit suicide because you arr a human being that has its fate.
Se could talk about our problems together if you want because my hearts bråken too..

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Kevin says:
15 Jan, 2014 09:43 PM

I don't want you too suicide girl...
I know it's fucking hard, sad, and all that but in loge we bred
To grab the bulls horn and fight through it.
Well, if you want to talk about it mail me. // Kevin, Sweden

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rose says:
22 Jan, 2014 12:36 AM

Always think twice before taking such steps

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Harsh RJ says:
27 Jan, 2014 10:01 AM

Whats ur name ???
I wanna talk to u ...

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sneha says:
27 Jan, 2014 10:52 AM

jss leave him..you dont care him...dont show love with him...after few days he will came to know what is true love..after he will try to to love u once again..u dont love him again

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sweety says:
13 Mar, 2014 03:45 PM

Never suicide for any any idiot guy.. go 4ward nd show them, we are strong
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blah says:
26 Mar, 2014 04:11 PM

Wow. Ok. . . Well, so like maybe you should kick that little bastard's nuts. (Sorry for using a bad word, but that's what he is for doing that to you.) Oh yeah, DON'T COMMIT SUICIDE!!!!!!!! 'Cause then you'll be the bastard!!!!! He made a pretty big mistake for doing that to you. (Pretty obvious.) Yeah. Also, that thing he had with the other girl . . . Not cool. Some great advice I give. So yeah how old are you? I am 11 and currently very pissed by what the guy did to you.

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thomase says:
25 May, 2014 08:48 PM

funny love story but have mercy n have respect too yourself,,,,, ur soul is not comming from trees!!!!! it is given by ur god babe

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ekg says:
03 Jul, 2014 02:42 PM

Thats true after all u r a human begin it will hurt.BT suicide thing is just not the way.don't forget your family loves you n live for them..

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akshada says:
14 Jul, 2014 12:51 PM

It was an awesome story guys learn to give respect who made ur life like heaven dnt choose that person wid whom u hv sex but choose that girl that who luvs u most

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vinay says:
03 Nov, 2014 04:20 PM

Pls see ur parents and call me 9742823186 before I dye that is 18nov2014

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michael says:
20 Jan, 2015 12:36 PM

Dear really I don't know what to do in this time I know what u feel cause I been through it too I know it's hard to forget the memories I know its hard to forget the lie they told u cause I'm been through it I loved a girl very seriously but she just did like him she said me many lies I helped her a lot I gave all my money to her just I've did everything to her but she left me suddenly without any reason but I'm a live cause there wioo be a person will be there for us they will love us very true you know babe..? If I love a girl I'll love a girl who got feelings like me cause they will know about break up too never loss your hope just love jesus more he will show u the way

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Leyant says:
04 Mar, 2015 02:34 AM

It is really stupid to commit suicide for a guy there will always be men out there that will hurt u but don't let them get to u

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Arpita says:
12 Mar, 2015 07:33 AM

Really heart touching story ..... DON't commit suicide pls. IF he is happy without u than just leave him bcoz forceble love can't live for longer . think of ur parents ,they are more than him . be happy & take care friend

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lanz says:
28 Apr, 2015 11:46 AM

I also think the same way, everytime I cross on the street I wish that a car will hit me and to have amnesia. My ex-bf left me because I have no career and he said that I loved him more. He said that he was so sorry because he will not be here by my side anymore. Ithurts me because i live in their house for almost more than 2 yrs and then he left me because he went to Singapore and had his own career while me?i have nothing. My heart was broken and I can't stop my tears from fallin' Please help me I need somebody to talk with

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michie says:
12 Jun, 2015 03:08 PM

even though its really hard, just get over that guy . He clearly isn't worth your time let alone your heart. You deserve better. There is someone out there who will love you forever. Suicide is not an option. There is a good reason why you survived the other suicide attempts. It shows that great things are yet to come your way and these you cannot miss. Just be strong and believe in yourself. I wish you the best in life

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Sujith says:
28 Aug, 2015 04:01 AM

Wow. Hey stupid. Do u really think commitng suicide is final salutation.??? Life is so long lasting. Just think he don't deserve to be loved by ur tru heart.
Don't think suicide will distract him from her.
Try to prove who u are and why ur here..
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All u need is 30 sec of insane courage. Try this rule on something this. I'm sure something great will come to u.!!

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saju says:
09 Oct, 2015 05:17 PM

Ur desperation for him is no doubt vry expected but u should try to control ur feelings for him....
Love never dies!
Onc u hv loved him its impossible to forget him ..
Just believe in God bcz blessing of God may create a miracle in your life. ..

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kajal says:
18 Dec, 2015 07:56 PM

no dear it is your life given by god

apni life m aage bdho us dhokebaaj ko.uski kiye ko saza do na ki khud ko

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