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The Undying Love

Julia Sullivan

22 Jun, 2013 08:49 PM

I'm currently 18 and this story started way back when I was 13. I had a 3 year major crush on this cute guy. After waiting and having kept the developing feeling, I was soooo happy to finally know from a friend that he actually fell for me. LIKE FINALLY. Well, you know that happiness. Well, after getting more about each other for several months when we started to get closer, he finally decided to ask me to be his girlfriend, which was what made me felt so good about it. It was worth the wait. We dated for like 7 months, we went out a lot, explore places, go for hiking, out for dinner at good dining places, and writing lengthy love letters to each other even though we usually meet during school. I would always remember how he loved to kiss my forehead, waved and blow a kiss while I'm in class and fold a paper heart and fold it with his love letters; I still keep them nicely in a box.

All that happened in the Graduation Year, so the year after, he'd be changing school and meet new people. Normally I would be very insecure but knowing that he actually loves me, I would think more on the positive side. And yeah, we graduated from the school and things began to change when he started school in January. He started to not talk much with me and I thought he was busy so I just gave him his space. One of the days, he actually went to meet me for awhile and he showed a Polaroid of him and another girl which he said was his Best friend. So I really thought its his best friend. So I was like, "Oh, she's so pretty!", but inside me, I was dying to see him and her in the pic, like that's not the only picture I see. There were loads of it.

Someday in February, both of us exchanged our ipod touch. There was a facebook message notification on his Ipod, so I thought it was mine. But it came out to be his. His Best friend sent him a message, yeah, the moment I saw her message I was broken, it was such a sweet talking convo of them calling each other Dear and all those lovey dovey stuff. Yes, at that point of time, my tears just bursted out. It was so heart wrenching. Few days after that, he told me his love for me has faded, and I told him what I saw in his Ipod. But ever since he knew that girl, he stopped texting and calling me as much as does before, he compares me to another prettier girl and all, making my self confidence die.

We broke up the day before Valentines Day and it really hurts a lot. Its like, everyone is spreading the love everywhere and all I feel is just sorrow. Actually, I haven't even gotten over him yet, its just too hard. Coming across his pictures always never failed to make me tear up. Till now, I'm trying to fight this sorrow deep in me. I hope that I can keep myself strong for now.

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Kate says:
28 Nov, 2013 11:13 AM

My dear, wipe your tears. He is not worth the tears of your eyes. If he truly loved he wouldnt make u cry. And he also wouldnt allow distance separate the both of u. Move on dear, there are better days ahead. Someone else will love u more than he did.

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Erin says:
04 Dec, 2013 09:27 AM

Don't worry your prience charming will come.

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kavya says:
05 Dec, 2013 03:56 PM

he's lov was nt sincere

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saarinas phoebe says:
10 Dec, 2013 07:29 AM

YOU deserve someone BETTER :)he is not worth loving for ! its not true love because his love fades ... wait for the right man ...

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Lavender Lavvy says:
10 Dec, 2013 12:12 PM

Hey my girl, I know it was hard to get over something so rough, and it might take to long, because you loved him for that long. But as time goes past, and smiling even if its fake, will make you feel better. Now and then you will feel those heart wrenching breaks when you see him, but try to remember that you deserve someone who will love you forever, no matter how far he travels, all he has in his mind is you. Cheer up and smile. It works, slowly. Be patient for the time.

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cally mears says:
22 Jan, 2014 11:46 PM

i love this story

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sweety says:
13 Mar, 2014 03:49 PM

Ur love will come back, but 4rm other guy

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Sophia-chan~ says:
05 Jun, 2014 06:45 AM

OHMYGOD. We have same story (kinda except the facebook part) and i KNOW HOW IT FEELS . And whenever i think back then, we never even had good times. But i still love him ???????????? even if i know the fact that he betrayed me but yeah.... I just cant stop loving him ????????

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HEART LESS says:
02 Dec, 2014 08:29 AM

Clever boy! Serves you right,girl! Falling in "love" at 13! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

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Yoseline says:
08 May, 2015 03:01 PM

Daam i feel you, it pretty hurts ,,

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Vino says:
31 Dec, 2015 08:21 PM

Love is caring, sharing, understanding, forgiving and forgetting the mistakes, which gives the outcome called "TRUST & LOYALTY".

All that matter's is the reason, we all love someone for some reason which make us to attracted to them likewise them too, so when the reason changes the attraction changes too.. so betrayals or hurts or pains or whaeva we call it.

Concept of love is different, In this fantasy modern world its hard to find one because we don't have time to understand what it is :))

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danelize says:
02 Feb, 2016 06:39 AM

Move on

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ALLYZOMBI says:
11 Dec, 2016 01:17 PM

Sorry Never Give Up On Love Eventually U'll End Up Where U're Suppose To Be

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