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She's Broken .

Natasha

02 May, 2013 10:28 AM

She's an innocent little girl named Natasha who grew up with no one and nothing. Her mother didn't have time for her or her sisters. Her mother had time for drugs and sex. She was 4 and she was confused. She asked God everyday why her mommy didn't love her. Natasha asks her mommy why she doesn't love her and her mother says "Because you're worthless! You're ugly and disgusting and you're not my kid!" Natasha just cries, she doesn't understand why her mother says the things that she says. She's cold, hungry and scared. Her mother never feeds her or her sisters. Instead her mother sits there and eats in front of them, making her and her sisters smell the food but if they try to eat it, they know they'll get beat,so they go to bed starving. Natasha stinks and is extremely dirty. Her mom didn't pay any of the bills so she can't take a bath.

One day mommy brings home several guys. Natasha is scared because these guys are big. She remembers her mother calling her so she goes to her mom and she says "Yes mom?" . Her mother then instructs Natasha on what to do. She knows that what she is doing is wrong but she doesn't wanna upset mommy, so she does as she's told. She remembers the guy being big and smelly, and really mean. She didn't know what he was doing to her but she knew it hurt. She cried and cried but he slapped her and told her to shut up. So she lay in silence. She's in pain and she doesn't know what to do. She doesn't know what she did that was so bad that her mother would make some guy hurt her like that. This happened almost every night up until she was 7.

She was bruised and broken. Her innocence was ripped away from her. She was lost and confused. Her and her sisters were later adopted by two loving people, but she was never the same after that. She was withdrawn and depressed. She was terrified of the world and men. She wouldn't let anyone get close to her in fear that someone would try and hurt her again. It's been 9 years since all of that happened and she's 16 now but the memories are still there, worse than ever. She lays in bed every night, softly crying silent tears. She wonders when the pain will ever go away? She thinks to herself "What is wrong with me? Why do I feel so alone? Why did it happen to me?" She shakes in fear from the terrible memories that are stuck in her head. When she finally falls asleep she tosses and turns from the terrifying nightmares she has. She wakes up screaming inside, trying to shove out all the horrible images from her mind. She knows that she's safe now but she's still terrified. She doesn't know who she is. She hurts herself. She thinks that death is her only way out, she needs help but no one knows how to help her. She's tired and hopeless. She's broken..

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emma says:
22 Aug, 2013 07:15 PM

I cried alot is this story real?? because its so emotional

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mercy says:
04 Sep, 2013 06:22 PM

Is this story real? If it is Trust in God . God wil help u to forget yur past

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FAITH says:
15 Sep, 2013 02:57 AM

I hate it when this happens to girls!! especially when they are that young! please God if this story is real and if that happened to this girl help her, I'll be praying for her every night. I swear when im older like 20. I WIIL do something about these asshole idiots that are so fricken dumb that they don't even care think about the girls lives and futures, but I guess that's why they do this, its because they don't care. and I will not let this go on, my mom allways told me I can never lose an argument, now that ive actually done it so much to prove to people what is wrong and what is right, I know if you argue with me it has the same effect as throwing wood to an already blazing fire. and you don't wanna get into a physical fight with me either. I've had 16 years of intense fighting everyday so try me. I dare you.

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Brett says:
19 Sep, 2013 04:18 PM

You're not alone natasha, I know I can't change ur past but if u want i can tell u mine. Contact me at wraybrett@yahoo.com, hopefully I can prove to you that God's with you and he's never left.

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N Sheeraz says:
12 Dec, 2013 01:17 AM

Really painful

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Kaia says:
15 Dec, 2013 10:48 PM

No matter what happens, or what those horrible people did to you (if this is a true story), remember that you can always trust in God. He will help you even when all seems lost. He will help you sleep with a real smile on your face and dreams of golden sunshine and laughing children. Never give up.

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sameer says:
17 Dec, 2013 07:55 AM

hey frnds it has been about 5 years now i m 17 i was broken when the girl who i loved so much told to me that she love someone else i only prays to god never make me love anyone because i have losted my heart one time i dont have another one to loose i cant leave without her but i also caNT DIE HEY GUYS PLZ SUGGET ME WHAT TO DO I CANT REPLACE ANY GIRL I HER PLACE

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Gift kuntenya says:
06 Dec, 2014 05:51 AM

Am realy sorry Natasha, just be a good girl and u'll see what God do...
(LOTS OF LOVE)

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Worldspy7 says:
10 Feb, 2015 09:47 PM

God never fail to help and u wil understand me more if u were just a Muslim yeah i'm Muslim and if anything like that happen i ask my god to help me and he does ( you know our god is the real god there's only him in this world whos a god y cant u understand if u don't understand me the in judgement day when u will go to hell u will be sooooooooo sorry and ask our god to help u or change ur religion im telling u today but i know for sure u will understand me when its gonna be TOOOO LATE

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Shruti Prabhu says:
25 Apr, 2015 09:08 PM

Hey guys .Never love anyone.jst coz it waste of time.u"ll get breaked heart,tears and nthng.

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callista.m says:
25 May, 2015 12:03 AM

don't worry hunni,it will be fine because have faith in god and you are not alone I am there with you.

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Maddeii says:
21 Mar, 2016 03:58 PM

I really sad that happened to me I still crying at night

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Gabriella RodriGuez says:
23 May, 2016 05:51 PM

if this is you..im sorry i know how u feel... but hey at least ur not living with ur mom anmore

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Tesiwaka says:
09 Nov, 2016 01:46 PM

Always trust in the lord natasha

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