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One-Sided Love is on the Cliff

Sally

10 Feb, 2013 05:27 AM

This story is about a teenage girl... To tell you the truth, it's about me. My story about my painful, brokenhearted, crushed love. People say I'm young and all but no matter what age, I believe we have the right to love someone.
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It's been 3 years... 3 years of loving him. But in the middle of the 3 years, a knife stabbed my heart. He got a girlfriend... The thing is he knew I liked him, he never said anything. How am I suppose to know if I'm suppose to give up? When I heard he got a girlfriend, I didn't know what to do. I didn't feel anything, I was numb, too shocked to do anything. That night, I thought of killing myself, I knew it was stupid yet I still thought of it. I cried and cried, I kept thinking and thinking. He was happy and I was sad. Was I suppose to be happy for him? I was always the second option. He broke my heart and it left a scar in my heart. People told me to give up so I said I have. But did it work? No. No matter how hard I tried I just couldn't. Slowly as time past, I stated losing feelings, I just focused on school and my friends. It was fun while it lasted, I THOUGHT I completely forgot about him.

I found out that we were in the same class... I thought oh well. However, as soon as the school year began, hell went lose. Then, I heard that he broke up with his girlfriend over the summer. My feelings came back, of course at first I tried ignoring all those feelings. Slowly, we became closer (I guess) but we weren't close like everyone else thought... I was always nervous to talk to him. I made decision to just become a good friend. I tried keeping my feelings aside, but one day I lost it. When, we were hanging out with our friends, this girl asked him out. I couldn't handle the pain, everything came rushing back to me. I ran away... I kept crying, remembering the pain of the day I found out he got a girlfriend. But surprisingly, he ran after me, he asked me if I was okay. I said yeah. Then I was too curious, I asked him what did you say to her? He said I don't like her, I said no. Don't worry...

Those words. When I told him everything, about how I loved him for 3 years. He asked me what do you like about me. I was speechless, i didn't know what to say. I don't think there's a reason for me liking you. When I asked him how he felt about me, he told he doesn't know. His ex girlfriend used him to get closer to his best friend. And then, his best friend went out with his ex. It was messed up, yeah so I knew he wasn't ready for a relationship or anything. So I just left it be, he needed time and I understood that. (A/N: Btw the best friend and the ex broke up and the best friend feels bad and sorry to him so don't hate. Humans always f*** up).

Slowly as time passed by, hopes kept rising, he kept giving me hopes, I don't know if he knew. More memories and hopes kept rising, this is when it became harder. Those hopes and memories made it harder for me to give up. I kept keeping the hopes and memories even if I knew I was going to get hurt at the end. I didn't want the time for me to give up or keep getting hurt by someone who doesn't seem to care... He's kind of shy and very secretive so I don't know his feelings. Anyways, the nightmare I was dreading/waiting for, finally came.

*This is a story that didn't end, yet. The girl can't decide... Even if she would promise to herself that she would give up the hopes and memories were impossible to throw away or ignore.
Whenever the girl tried giving up, the guy somehow would give her hopes.

The question is; Should the girl keep loving him and trying or should she give up? This story didn't end yet.

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mitch says:
22 May, 2013 01:02 PM

i think the girl should better give up...love is just a state of mind..people ,we are used to love hurting ourselves

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Tida says:
23 May, 2013 12:37 AM

Nah u shul nat givup to sum1 u luv fight for ur luv

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Brii Martinez says:
24 May, 2013 07:57 AM

Stay Strong and Fight for what you Love. I can most likely relate and in the end it May always just work out. Maybe he likes you too be just doesn't want to wreck the friendship do to the fact he was hurt before. You can do it Doll :) Believe.

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Nahkai says:
31 May, 2013 10:34 AM

I think u should fight for what you love but then again if you love somebody let them go and if they return then it was meant to be, and if they dont come back then it was never meant to be ; stay strong and stand up for what you want in life, cause in the end hes just missing out on a beautiful person like you (: also in order to love someone u have to stay true to yourself(:

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brian says:
03 Jul, 2013 07:20 PM

hey sweety,,
I read your story.
quite heart touching,,,
or know u like him, may be even more than that,,,,,
if her doesn't cares u,,, then don't blame yourself,,,
its his decision n his life,,,
world is very big
dear,,,,, u don't need to Care for such things,
take care,,,,
bye,,,,

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chetna juneja says:
31 Dec, 2014 01:22 PM

plz dr. dont wait for him.. this is my req to u...plz plz bhul jao use...

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chetna juneja says:
31 Dec, 2014 01:25 PM

i hv also same story..it wil only hurt u

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Anon says:
08 Feb, 2015 09:42 AM

Be upfront about it. It doesn't matter if you get rejected. I promise you, you WON'T regret it. :)

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heartbroken6 says:
10 Feb, 2015 09:59 PM

my story is kinda like that but only 2 years he knows i have a crush on him anyways i got to many pain and heartbroken but i never think to give up even tho i knowest he like someone else my dissension is DON'T give up keep it up and dont tell him u love him or else he will treat u as a B**** Im just telling u

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Sarah Ibrahim says:
27 Apr, 2015 07:40 AM

Im Sorry heartbroken6 but what u said is wrong
im with u by NOT giving up
but she should tell him that she like him or else he will like someone else and after that he will date her than marry her thats why she should tell him
but she should also tell him not to change or change his reactions cause that will make her her hate him
IM saying that because i liked someone and i got into pain of him but i didnt care and i didnt gave up which by that i got stronger and i texted him and told him i knew he liked someone else but weeks/months past by and than he told me he likes me but we didnt date cause in my religion {ISLAM} we are not allowed to
so all what he told me is that he want me forever and i did
That ALL happened THIS YEAR and we both love each others secretly


MY Dissension is DONT give up but tell him u like him u will face lil problems like i did but trust me {i promise} that u will get what u want

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Neha Dutta says:
12 Aug, 2015 10:12 PM

Okay, so are you my twin sister?! Because,this same thing happened to me or is happening to me.For the last two years,but the diff is in my case ,the guy knows everything n intentionally gets my hopes up.he sees me in pain n loves it ,loves it cos the pain is because of him.He said he loves me too ,then went n got himself a girlfriend n now he shows me their pictures n stuff.but i smile n act like I don't care,then I go to the bathroom n bunk my classes to cry .I think I have forgotten him ,then I see his face n I remember everything,it just doesn't go away ...the pain,the desire,the one last wish to kiss him n see what it feels like.I still have dreams.I feel broken

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Clara Smith says:
12 Aug, 2015 10:19 PM

I have the same story.I have'nt seen the end of this story.but I know it has'nt got a happy ending :) n i'm just a broken person.he broke me ,not only my heart.Don't let this guy break yours :')

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TANUSHREE says:
23 Sep, 2015 09:34 AM

I AM GOING THROUGH THE EXACT STORY LIKE YOURS. I LOVE A GUY SINCE 3 YEARS . HE TOLD ME HE IS HAVING A GIRLFRND BUT THE MOMENT HE TOLD ME , I HAD ALREADY STARTED LOVING HIM . DAY BY DAY OUR CONSERVATION GIVES ME HOPE , HIS CARE BUILD MY TRUST ON HIM . HIS FAMILY SUPPORTS ME AND CONTACTS ME SINCE THEY KNOW THAT THE GIRL HE IS DATING IS OF OTHER COMMUNITY . I JST DONT UNDRSTND , SHALL I FIGHT FOR MY LOVE OR SHALL I MOVE ON AND FORGET HIM (WHICH IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME ) .

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Bishal says:
19 Mar, 2016 06:48 AM

Frind i cant speak english well but i liked to say somthing. friend I read your story. I think you should fight for ur love. Even he don't care your true feelings for him. Now you have to show him that how much u like him. Friend that day will come when he think of you and what he lost. And for love .don't let the die ur true feelings. I am going through the exact story like your i lov a girl since 6 year at one side. And one day i perposed her that i love her.and she answerd me "no. Also after that i keep loving her at one side and she also know that i still lov her. Friend true lov never dai even it happened at one side. I will love and wait her till the end.even i have to leave alone. So there for friend keet it on you have to show.

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Sohel says:
01 May, 2016 07:30 PM

My story is same but the change is that i am loving an girl by previous 2 years.when i got the guts to tell her about my feelings she laughed at me.then i came to knew that she hava a boy friend but i know he don't love her he is only passing his time.when i came across in the fromt of her she ignores me like she doesn't know me.i am very sad and disappointed by the previous six months.i tried my best to forget her but i failed.i think its the end of mmy happiness,its the end of my smile and its the end of my life.

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Princess Pinky says:
22 Jul, 2016 07:18 AM

i thing the girl should give herself one more chance, no one can know what the future holds for us.if the guy gives her hopes, it can be he likes her but cant express his feelings.

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Princess Pinky says:
22 Jul, 2016 07:20 AM

think**

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Dybe says:
07 Mar, 2017 05:27 PM

I think you don't have to wait for him if he want you he will fight for you.But if he does't show his interest on you just give up babe! You deserve a better person just because of him you will make a wall for other that deserve you than him. My story is same like you I already confess to him that I like him and he ask me for wait for him because he is not ready for this stuff. Actually we're a good friend. Then we just have a normal friendship. But one day I heard that he like my best friend (which I am the one who introduce them) my heart is numb I just cried , and I even don't take a good care of myself. I always think why he ask me to wait if he even can fall in love with someone he just met? Why can he fall in love with me ? I know him for 5 years and he no my best friend only for a month. So actually from my story if he really has a feeling for you he will fight for you. Otherwise just say good bye to the romeo and open your heart to other because love is a hug context don't let someone ruined it ????

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DIRSTI says:
14 Mar, 2017 12:28 PM

I HAD WRITE ALL COMMENT BUT I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THAT EVERY LOVE STORY END WITH HAPPY ENDING BUT IF IT'S NOT ENDING WITH HAPPY THAN TRUST ME THAT'S WASN'T LOVE AND LOVE NEVER DIE.

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