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two years


19 May, 2010 08:31 PM

once up a time, when i was fifteen years old i dated a boy. he was sexy and handsome and just everything i could ask for in mister perfect. he was also very experienced. i was in love about a month and a week into the relationship. although i'd never felt this, i was certain he was it. the months went by as we grew closer and closer. we shared so many secrets and so many memories and we laughed so much. i had never gotten past so much as a kiss with a guy, although i found myself getting in deeper and deeper into wanting more and more from this guy. so, i grew more attached. about two years had past, and we had spent nearly every waking hour together and so many nights together. and, eventually in time, i had lost my virginity to him. i was completely certain that i wanted to spend forever with this boy, but a terrifying awakening snapped me back to reality. his sister that was my same age came to me one day, telling me that he had been sleeping with another girl some nights whom wasn't me. i was in disbelief, and i actually laughed in her face when she told me at first, but then i went to talk to this girl that he had allegedly slept with, and she didn't deny it whatsoever. she told me that he said he was single when he was messing around with her. i was mortified and heartbroken after i found out and denied breaking up with him until he finally ended it, saying that i didn't do it for him anymore. finding out that she was only one of the few girls he had slept with throughout the two years, was the hardest thing i've ever faced so far;
the end...

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your brain says:
23 May, 2010 10:05 AM

how?s that sad?
certainly you were in love,
but just you, he wasnt, and you didnt even realise it.
thats not sad, only stupid.
you know whats really sad - holocaust.
seriously grow some brains,
every boy in the first place wants sex, probably he?d fall in love with you later on. if the way he treats you doesnt change positively but stays the same or gets worse, drop im right away.
jes, is it so hard to get that noone on this fucking planet is special, our perception just paints people we love like they were, --> someone who seems perfect, is almost allways not.
i?m sorry but 2 years inrun just to crash your face at the wall... its not sad, its the definition of black humour.

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april allen says:
27 May, 2010 09:11 PM

dude, not ever guy wants sex. and i don't know u or this bethany, but if your not gonna post somethin at least half way decent to someone whos in pain, you should shut the fuck up. this site is for helpin people with things they go through, not to tell someone to fuckin grow brains. wow. and if he was with her for 2 years sayin he loved her and whatnot, and then to find out he cheated, that would hurt, a lot.

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Ivy says:
23 Jul, 2010 05:06 PM

I agree wit April...Dnt post anything tats gnna make sum1 fell bad..I feel for yuh bethany...Dnt ever let a guy do tat to yuh unless yuh know he loves yuh and yuh wanna stay wit him forever.....

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Maria says:
28 Jun, 2011 08:59 AM

How could you say something so stupid?!?!?! This story is so heartbreaking and you (your brain) have the NERVE to spew mindless crap from that hole in your face?! Gawd......freaking people. *shakes head sadly* Bethany, honey, I'm so sad for you. You didn't deserve that in the slightest. My good thoughts go out to you and I hope you'll be ok.

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Nma says:
08 Mar, 2016 01:44 PM

I am in love wth a lady i intend to marry. To my whn ever she visitd me, all wht she's after is sex.

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