I am with you

Rebekah

10 Mar, 2013 11:28 AM
They don't understand what it is like
To be called an attention seeker
To be filled with thoughts of worthlessness
To feel that the world is better off with out you

I can't tell anyone, they won't help
I know I am depressed but they don't
Why am I here, there's no point living
I shall say my final goodbyes.

I shall go tonight and end it all
I was never happy in this world
No one was aware that I could be saved
But now it is too late

Now I'm watching down on you
Watching you grieve
I listen to your cries of guilt
And listen to you say "what could I have done to help"

Months go by and I still watch you
Now you're moving on
You've decided to tackle the issue
And I am proud

You make others smile once a month
You're making them aware about what ate me
Telling them where to get help
And I approve.

So tell everyone, I will help
Just do it so no one else will experience my pain
So no parents or friends will experience feelings of guilt
And so no one else cuts life short.
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Gaylene Pryse says:
29 Mar, 2014 08:58 AM

Thisis hhow i feel every day

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Rebekah says:
05 Apr, 2014 08:40 PM

Hello Gaylene, I suggest you talk to someone about how you feel a family member, a close friend maybe. There is help out there please don't give up. I don't know where you live but there will be an organisation to help. Everyone deserves to be happy including you. If you ever want to talk drop me an email at naoiserebecca @gmail.com. I will listen to you about anything and will help in any ways possible, don't be afraid to even if it is in the middle of the night, Remember you are such a sweet, kind person and some one loves you for who you are. Please keep safe and strong for me, God Bless you and I will say a prayer for you. Love Bekah xxx

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Rebekah says:
05 Apr, 2014 08:41 PM

Just ignore the space in my email between my username and the domain, it was there to get around spam

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