13 Feb, 2012 07:56 AM
I know i'm stronger than this,
No relationship's gonna bring me down,
These tears aren't worth shedding out for.
But even now, why do I feel so regretful?
I gave you chances; Countless of them,
You brought me more pain than happiness,
But those happy times overshadowed the bad.
There was only us in our world; Nobody else.
Shards of memories lingered longer than it should be,
Leaving me in pain throughout the days and months.
I wanted to get back together, and you did too.
Again, I know I'm stronger than this.
My brain said I shouldn't,
My heart said yes.
Times like this are the worse,
Remorse and pain accumulates in me...
Long Distance are there to test our love.
I swore to prove people wrong,
Long distance will succeed.
Maybe now I understand why some people have failed..
Those long hardship people have gone through,
Did I manage to fall into it's trap?
Was I a pawn in a chess game; Did I lost?
Is God trying to tell me something?
Those words still lingered in my head " I love you".
I wonder if you'll hurt me again if I say yes,
Knowing my heart, I know you wouldn't.
But again, who knows what you might do?
Even so, my feelings never change
Maybe just one more chance,
But I can't let it over take me,
I have learnt from my mistakes,
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.